So I've been wanting to talk about this. I want to release my sadness and talk to people but I don't know whom can I talk to.
So now, I'll just release all my sadness and depressions ever since he left iKon.
Okay. iKON. I started stanning this group in November 20, 2018. I discovered them because of my classmate. She always sings iKon's Love Scenario. So I got curious and asked her about what she was singing.
Then that's how I got into iKon.
So I searched the song Love Scenario. I watched it.
The first man that caught my attention is the one and only man called Kim Hanbin.
He caught my attention in 0:51 seconds in the video.
I was like, "What the hell bruh? Did you just kiss that woman?"
Well, it's my first time seeing that kind of content in a Kpop music video so it kinda caught me off guard.
After that intense scene, next, I saw June.
I was amazed by how wonderful and handsome he is.
And his vocals!
Ugh!
I continued watching it until Hanbin's rap part came.
Then my heart went uwu.
iKon is the 3rd group I stanned. So that means I have other biases in the groups I stanned before iKon.
But I don't know myself.
Kim Hanbin really changed my perspective in Kpop.
I often pick biases because of their looks. But this guy?
Yes, he is hella handsome but what really caught me is...
He is a very talented man.
I have this first group that I stanned in Kpop. I also have a bias there. He is a Vocalist.
I loved that guy for 10 months straight. I thought that that's the true feeling of falling inlove to a Kpop star.
I thought my feelings were deep enough but I thought wrong.
After I got to know iKon, I discovered that this man called Kim Hanbin really took my heart.
I really loved him with all my heart. I watch iKon videos everyday. I even think about him before I go to sleep.
I listen to iKon songs every single day on my way to school and every time his voice comes in, I litteraly smile.
I don't care even if people are looking at me like crazy.
All I know is that I love this man so much.
My first ever comeback of iKon is I'm Okay. All day I was on my phone waiting for it to be released.
And when it's finally released, I ran to my closet to get my earphones and finally listened to it.
His voice really calms me down.
I really loved it. The lyrics also caught me.
After a few weeks, I became very devoted to iKon.
This group became my ultimate favorite.
After I really got to know iKon, I realized that my bias wrecker is Jinhwan.
He's hella cute and adorable. He's just a centimeter taller than me uwu.
I even loved him more because I discovered that he used to live in the Philippines (my country). I am very happy that time.
So he officialy became my bias wrecker. That's why it really hurts to see him crying.
During the Japan tour of iKon in July 27, 2019, Jinhwan can't hold his tears and started to cry on stage while singing.
Hanbin is not with them during that time.
Back to B.I, I was just scrolling on my Facebook newsfeed when I saw posts about Hanbin leaving the group.
At first I thought it's not true. So because of my doubts, I search the internet for it.
Then it came out. I read the article about Hanbin leaving iKon and the entertainment also.
It really broke my heart. My breathing was heavy while reading the article. Tears also started to form in my eyes.
I don't want to believe what I have just read. I keep on telling my self that he will change his mind and not leave.
But I was wrong.
After a few days, he officially left.
I cried all day, I cried all night, I'm mot in the mood to talk to people and also during class, I don't talk. I just want to be alone for a while.
I don't know but I had the same feeling when my dog died before Hanbin left.
I know that Hanbin's alive but he's not happy.
So a month later, I stanned another group. I became happy for 4 months in that group. But the memory of Hanbin left still lingers.
After 4 months of stanning that group, I stanned another one again. I stanned the group for 3 months. After that, I stanned another one again and it's Stray Kids. I stanned them just this July.
But that doesn't heal anything.
I often don't want to listen to iKon songs for the moment because I know that I will really cry if I hear Hanbin's voice.
I also don't want to watch videos about them too.
But the Japan tour came.
First tour without him. I wondered what will the other members do?
So they started the concert. I am just listening to the live audio of it. I cried because they cut the parts of Hanbin or another member will sing or rap it.
It really hurts me.
Then the concert ended. I saw an update in facebook that Jinhwan cried during ther Wait For Me performance.
I immediately searched for it.
And yes.
He really cried.
I hate seeing them cry because I also cry.
On July 28, they had their second day of their tour.
I was surprised by how energetic they were that day. Because the day before that, they were all sulky and sad. You can see it in their eyes but that day? They were energetic and happy!
After the concert, Bobby posted something.
You see the misspelling in the word "Alright". He wrote "Alrigt". I don't know if he did it on purpose or what but Ikonics were talking about the photo.
They said that Bobby may have done it on purpose because the word "Alright" without the letter H is not alright.
And they said that the letter H is Hanbin.
See?
I don't know but how can Bobby misspell the word?
I get sad everytime I think of iKon. But I will still support them even if their only 6 now. For me they are still 7. Hanbin is still my bias and nothing can change it.
I hope Hanbin can be happy wherever he is now.
Thank you for reading~^^
So now, I'll just release all my sadness and depressions ever since he left iKon.
Okay. iKON. I started stanning this group in November 20, 2018. I discovered them because of my classmate. She always sings iKon's Love Scenario. So I got curious and asked her about what she was singing.
Then that's how I got into iKon.
So I searched the song Love Scenario. I watched it.
The first man that caught my attention is the one and only man called Kim Hanbin.
He caught my attention in 0:51 seconds in the video.
I was like, "What the hell bruh? Did you just kiss that woman?"
Well, it's my first time seeing that kind of content in a Kpop music video so it kinda caught me off guard.
After that intense scene, next, I saw June.
I was amazed by how wonderful and handsome he is.
And his vocals!
Ugh!
I continued watching it until Hanbin's rap part came.
Then my heart went uwu.
iKon is the 3rd group I stanned. So that means I have other biases in the groups I stanned before iKon.
But I don't know myself.
Kim Hanbin really changed my perspective in Kpop.
I often pick biases because of their looks. But this guy?
Yes, he is hella handsome but what really caught me is...
He is a very talented man.
I have this first group that I stanned in Kpop. I also have a bias there. He is a Vocalist.
I loved that guy for 10 months straight. I thought that that's the true feeling of falling inlove to a Kpop star.
I thought my feelings were deep enough but I thought wrong.
After I got to know iKon, I discovered that this man called Kim Hanbin really took my heart.
I really loved him with all my heart. I watch iKon videos everyday. I even think about him before I go to sleep.
I listen to iKon songs every single day on my way to school and every time his voice comes in, I litteraly smile.
I don't care even if people are looking at me like crazy.
All I know is that I love this man so much.
My first ever comeback of iKon is I'm Okay. All day I was on my phone waiting for it to be released.
And when it's finally released, I ran to my closet to get my earphones and finally listened to it.
His voice really calms me down.
I really loved it. The lyrics also caught me.
After a few weeks, I became very devoted to iKon.
This group became my ultimate favorite.
After I really got to know iKon, I realized that my bias wrecker is Jinhwan.
He's hella cute and adorable. He's just a centimeter taller than me uwu.
I even loved him more because I discovered that he used to live in the Philippines (my country). I am very happy that time.
So he officialy became my bias wrecker. That's why it really hurts to see him crying.
During the Japan tour of iKon in July 27, 2019, Jinhwan can't hold his tears and started to cry on stage while singing.
Hanbin is not with them during that time.
Back to B.I, I was just scrolling on my Facebook newsfeed when I saw posts about Hanbin leaving the group.
At first I thought it's not true. So because of my doubts, I search the internet for it.
Then it came out. I read the article about Hanbin leaving iKon and the entertainment also.
It really broke my heart. My breathing was heavy while reading the article. Tears also started to form in my eyes.
I don't want to believe what I have just read. I keep on telling my self that he will change his mind and not leave.
But I was wrong.
After a few days, he officially left.
I cried all day, I cried all night, I'm mot in the mood to talk to people and also during class, I don't talk. I just want to be alone for a while.
I don't know but I had the same feeling when my dog died before Hanbin left.
I know that Hanbin's alive but he's not happy.
So a month later, I stanned another group. I became happy for 4 months in that group. But the memory of Hanbin left still lingers.
After 4 months of stanning that group, I stanned another one again. I stanned the group for 3 months. After that, I stanned another one again and it's Stray Kids. I stanned them just this July.
But that doesn't heal anything.
I often don't want to listen to iKon songs for the moment because I know that I will really cry if I hear Hanbin's voice.
I also don't want to watch videos about them too.
But the Japan tour came.
First tour without him. I wondered what will the other members do?
So they started the concert. I am just listening to the live audio of it. I cried because they cut the parts of Hanbin or another member will sing or rap it.
It really hurts me.
Then the concert ended. I saw an update in facebook that Jinhwan cried during ther Wait For Me performance.
I immediately searched for it.
And yes.
He really cried.
I hate seeing them cry because I also cry.
On July 28, they had their second day of their tour.
I was surprised by how energetic they were that day. Because the day before that, they were all sulky and sad. You can see it in their eyes but that day? They were energetic and happy!
After the concert, Bobby posted something.
You see the misspelling in the word "Alright". He wrote "Alrigt". I don't know if he did it on purpose or what but Ikonics were talking about the photo.
They said that Bobby may have done it on purpose because the word "Alright" without the letter H is not alright.
And they said that the letter H is Hanbin.
See?
I don't know but how can Bobby misspell the word?
I get sad everytime I think of iKon. But I will still support them even if their only 6 now. For me they are still 7. Hanbin is still my bias and nothing can change it.
I hope Hanbin can be happy wherever he is now.
Thank you for reading~^^
