❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[・Forgotten_Gia・]

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[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

Why is it that I lose so much weight and then still feel insecure
I lost around 30 pounds in less than a year, and I still feel ugly and fat
I am still overweight by BMI standards
I need to lose 10 pounds and lose 20% of my body fat in the next month, or I won't get accepted for the company I want to work with
For my height, they want me to be 115, which is so far from what I am now
I hate how strict this place is
I don't want to gain all the weight back, and there's no faster way than the unhealthy way
I have been bed-rotting and eating whatever for the past month, and it really took me off track and further from my goal
I hope I can love myself someday.

I’m really sorry you’re going through this. 30 pounds is such a big achievement, and I’m proud of you for getting this far. Please don’t feel like you have to hurt yourself just to meet a company’s standards. Your health matters so much more than a number. I really hope one day you can love yourself the way you deserve to, and I’m rooting for you the whole way

 

[・Forgotten_Gia・]

I’m really sorry you’re going through this. 30 pounds is such a big achievement, and I’m proud of you for getting this far. Please don’t feel like you have to hurt yourself just to meet a company’s standards. Your health matters so much more than a number. I really hope one day you can love yourself the way you deserve to, and I’m rooting for you the whole way

Thank you so much <3

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

Thank you so much <3

Of course

 

[martinsoswag]

Too Korean to be black

Too black to be Korean

God

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

Too Korean to be black

Too black to be Korean

God

I’m really sorry you feel that way. You shouldn’t have to choose between being Korean or Black because you’re both, and that’s what makes you, you. I hope one day you never have to question where you belong, because you deserve to feel accepted and loved exactly as you are. I’m always rooting for you THE Martin

 

[martinsoswag]

I’m really sorry you feel that way. You shouldn’t have to choose between being Korean or Black because you’re both, and that’s what makes you, you. I hope one day you never have to question where you belong, because you deserve to feel accepted and loved exactly as you are. I’m always rooting for you THE Martin

Thank you cus I've been questioning the fact ppl look at me different cus becuz of it

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

Thank you cus I've been questioning the fact ppl look at me different cus becuz of it

Of course. I’m really sorry people have made you feel that way. You shouldn’t have to question who you are because of how others see you. You’re both Korean and Black, and both parts of you are important. You deserve to feel accepted exactly as you are.

 

[martinsoswag]

Of course. I’m really sorry people have made you feel that way. You shouldn’t have to question who you are because of how others see you. You’re both Korean and Black, and both parts of you are important. You deserve to feel accepted exactly as you are.

Thank you again that made me feel better

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

Thank you again that made me feel better

Of course, I’m glad it did

 

[kuinasbikinitop]

Am I that unlikable? I met someone online and he was rlly sweet and everything. We played a game together for hours (it’s now 2:18 AM) and then he confessed. Now he’s saying we’re only dating online but not irl

 

[Andykyu .٠࣪⭑]

its probably not because youre unlikable
i agree that if he would confess it shouldnt just be a show for people online and not existing in real life
but i think dating online is really risky
I HOPE YOU FIND THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE

Am I that unlikable? I met someone online and he was rlly sweet and everything. We played a game together for hours (it’s now 2:18 AM) and then he confessed. Now he’s saying we’re only dating online but not irl

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

 

[・Forgotten_Gia・]

hmmm maybe you can't remember where you go when you sleep because forgetting is the only way to survive coming back

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

“Yes, I keep Photos
Yes, I reread messages
Yes, I reminisce
Yes, I imagine what ifs
Yes, I replay songs
Yes, I overthink”

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

 

[seulcity]

I wish

Spoiler: poem

I wish upon every 11:11
I wish upon every star in the night sky
i wish upon the beautiful luminescent moon that kisses my skin at night
I wish upon every four leaf clover
I wish upon every stray eyelash
I wish upon every large wishbone
I wish upon every small, red ladybug
I wish upon every beetle on the ground
I wish upon every bronze small penny
I wish upon every rainbow that shows up after it rains
I wish upon every acorn that falls from a tree and onto the ground
I wish upon every cat that approaches me
I wish upon every friday the 13th
I wish upon every number 8 that I see
I wish upon every november and december
I wish upon every turtle and/or tortoise I see
I wish upon every button I find
I wish upon every raindrop and storm and cloud in the sky
I wish upon every offering I give
I wish upon every symbol of my gods
I wish upon every god and goddess
I wish and I wish and I wish every single day
to be normal, to be skinny, to be pretty, to have someone love me, to be everything that i am not
I wish and I wish and i wish
and nothing ever happens
not that I know of
so i'll keep wishing until it becomes true

because I wish

THE GIRL WHO WISHED​

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

I wish

Spoiler: poem

I wish upon every 11:11
I wish upon every star in the night sky
i wish upon the beautiful luminescent moon that kisses my skin at night
I wish upon every four leaf clover
I wish upon every stray eyelash
I wish upon every large wishbone
I wish upon every small, red ladybug
I wish upon every beetle on the ground
I wish upon every bronze small penny
I wish upon every rainbow that shows up after it rains
I wish upon every acorn that falls from a tree and onto the ground
I wish upon every cat that approaches me
I wish upon every friday the 13th
I wish upon every number 8 that I see
I wish upon every november and december
I wish upon every turtle and/or tortoise I see
I wish upon every button I find
I wish upon every raindrop and storm and cloud in the sky
I wish upon every offering I give
I wish upon every symbol of my gods
I wish upon every god and goddess
I wish and I wish and I wish every single day
to be normal, to be skinny, to be pretty, to have someone love me, to be everything that i am not
I wish and I wish and i wish
and nothing ever happens
not that I know of
so i'll keep wishing until it becomes true

because I wish

THE GIRL WHO WISHED​

This was beautifully written. I really hope one day you see yourself the way other people can because you’re worthy of love exactly as you are.even though we don’t really talk, I care about you from what I’ve seen.you genuinely seem so sweet and incredibly kind, and I hope one day you see that too.you don’t have to carry these feelings alone

 

[aikira_]

I try my hardest not to go online and tell others what’s going on in my life, but I genuinely have no one to talk to about this. The other day I got my permit. My mom was really happy and excited, and she even put magenta that said student driver on the car.

She keeps trying to get me to drive already. My uncle tried helping me drive last time but I needed to go really slow because I’ve never driven before and I suck at turning. My mom wants me to drive to the store right now.

I would tell her that I’m scared, but she always yells at me whenever I try to talk to her. When I was nervous about my permit test, she yelled at me and told me that maybe I should go to college if I’m worried about a permit test.

I can’t talk to anyone because my friends have completely ghosted me and I’m struggling so bad with mental health. It’s hard saying this part because it’s disgusting but I haven’t showered or cleaned my room in so long due to my mental health.

 

[ChanieBloom(⸝⸝⸝ᵒ̴̶̷ᴗᵒ̴̶̷ꕤ)]

I try my hardest not to go online and tell others what’s going on in my life, but I genuinely have no one to talk to about this. The other day I got my permit. My mom was really happy and excited, and she even put magenta that said student driver on the car.

She keeps trying to get me to drive already. My uncle tried helping me drive last time but I needed to go really slow because I’ve never driven before and I suck at turning. My mom wants me to drive to the store right now.

I would tell her that I’m scared, but she always yells at me whenever I try to talk to her. When I was nervous about my permit test, she yelled at me and told me that maybe I should go to college if I’m worried about a permit test.

I can’t talk to anyone because my friends have completely ghosted me and I’m struggling so bad with mental health. It’s hard saying this part because it’s disgusting but I haven’t showered or cleaned my room in so long due to my mental health.

Hey, I’m really sorry you’re going through all of thisgetting your permit is already stressful, and being yelled at instead of supported just makes it so much harder. It’s completely okay to be scared when you’re just learning to drive. Everyone starts somewhere, and it’s okay to take it slow.I’m really sorry your friends ghosted you too.and please don’t be ashamed of struggling with your mental health. It can make even the smallest things feel impossible sometimes.I’m really glad you decided to open up instead of keeping everything bottled up.Just know I’m here if you ever need someone to listen, and I’m rooting for you.please take everything one step at a time, okay? You’ve got this