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nah nothing comes true nothings good life js has bad people and everything
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do you want to talk about it?
imma have a nightmare tonight sighhhh
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turn the music up boi
im just in the corner
no, it has great people and great things for younah nothing comes true nothings good life js has bad people and everything
if dec 4th went wrong, you and i wldve drifted fully, you wldnt have gotten into proseka or dangan, you wouldnt have made great memories, etc
no. I really dont. I'm just being scolded and being told to f off and everything is my fault cuz I'm too "lazy" for something I didn't do or control. I just have something next to Mr I could use tho lmao
it was out of your control you couldn't do anything they are the ones that need to f off LIKE and you didn't do it OMG I hate those types of people that accuse people of things that they didn't do and was out of control RAHHHHH I HATE IT
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like who
nobody needs to be held back just for me 
of course! because of course id be gone so why would you even wanna think about me
its not like i needed dangan or proseka at all
its just games that i played not that special 
i have NO great memories genuinely nothing is great anymore
im so tired
Gabriela is katseye's best song genuinely
because youre one of my bestest friends everlike who
of course! because of course id be gone so why would you even wanna think about me
youre the 3rd longest friendship ive had and ive never wanted it any different
well theyre games that you found fun in and thats really a lotits not like i needed dangan or proseka at all
ash think about all the fun we've had together
and you saw txt!! and katseye!! thats pretty fun right?
and kcon!!! thats soon!!
you make a lot of people laugh and you light up everyone whenever you talk i mean it
a lot of people love you and even if its just people online, theyre still people
I live in this universe
I have nothing to talk about anymore
I should shut up now
I should shut up now
idk what to even do...yk one thing I like doing is when I'm in the middle of crying I can just steady my voice like nothings wrong, I like doing it...I hate bringing attention. I just want to end this. I don't want to be around them. they wonder why I hide from them. like omg I make u food for fks sake. I haven't eaten breakfast, lunch, or dinner for 2 weeks straight. I've just been snacking A little. liquids. that's all I've had. I just don't want this I don't want me. I wish I was my younger self sm. like I was so much nicer. I feel so guilty why do I feel guilty for something I've never done. just cuz I'm A kid means apparently I can't stand up for myself. I always have. I'm so tired of everything. no body has gotten me gifts unless I show them what I want. cuz they "don't know" but I'm so fking obvious. I've been getting de**h treats from everyone irl. I'm not even joking. I'm so exhausted. I have a headache. and its not from dehydration. I don't what to do. all I get told is to f off, kms, and everything else in between. BY MY OWN FAMILY. I'm the type of person who can stand up for herself but also will submit and feel guilty over nothing. their taking advantage of it. I can't even breathe. this is the first time I've cried in 3 months. I barely cried but my mind is racing. I'm in the middle of babysitting my youngest sister and this is happening. why. why. why. why now? why can't my mom be home rn. if my mom would've been home, I feel like things would be solved easier. they take my age in their advantage. I'm so tired of it. I don't like it.
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i guess awww great!yeah but they all have negative stuff i already quitted playing proseka. if i cant have what i got originally then i dont want to play it at all.
fun
hmmm i dont know at all all the fun moments were just broken down into tiny little bits because something would happen like txt where i almost fainted and katseye where i lost my spot and had to go all the way in the back because of a stupid stomach ache! or even our zoom calls. zoom was so shitty ok. everyone muted me when I tried to have fun even you told me to go do it. and then the call with you me and ali where i got interrupted by my stupid dad even kcon isnt helping with thislaugh and light up people when i talk when theres like no interaction between me and anyone and everyone barely does anything with me its like im an unused object waiting to be used atp
I'm so so so so so sorry I feel so bad for you I'm actually actually starting to tear up reading this I wish I can steady my voice in the middle of crying that's so cool I don't want you to be around them too you should actually eat a proper meal its not good that you've been snacking a little every day your still nice to this day your so so so so so so nice just cuz your A kid doesn't mean you cant stand up for yourself I would gift you gifts randomly so watch out for some random gift from me YOU DO NOT DO NOT DO NOT DESERVE THE DE**H TREATS I PROMISE YOU DONT if I could I would make your family gone and make you have a WWAYYYYYYYY better family i hate crying OMG its at the worse time this is worse than anything I don't like it too
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tsukasa coem to your country and bless you with dih or mafuyu kill you brutally wnd you end up eating dih
luckily my parents are asleep now so I can cry without feeling guilty