❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

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You want me to be a good daugther, ok i will be one

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you are a good one

you want me to do work ok i will even if im tiered

don't ever overwork yourself

you want me to be skinny ok im havent been eating

eat all you want, physical appearance doesn't matter

you want me to be a good older sister ok i have to lose all my fun

who said you weren't a good older sister?? you are the best one

you want me to stop wearing big stuuff i wil but everytime i wear something short i get told im and attenction seeker

no, wear what ever tf you want to wear, you look great in anything

you want me to not be childish and immature ok i will not be myself

You are still a kid, we are still kids, this is our time to be childish and immature

you want me to not laugh or giggle anymore ok i will lose all emotions

no, your laugh bring people joy, keep laughing, keep being yourself

but when i ask you for a single favor you say no
I hae to lose my dream, childhood, and myslef just to please you
these past few days you dont even notice im home
you dont even call me for anything except work
am i the cinderella of the house?
am i your maid?
am I your toy?
Have i ever been good enough for you?
I change myself just to make you happy and its not fair.
I dont get to decide for myself
you call me ugly, attention seeker, s1ut, fat, and more
yet you want me to call you the best parents in the world
i hide all my pain because you made me grow up at a young age

NO you are the most perfect person I have ever met, you make other people feel like they are enough, you let other people know they are enough, you should know your enough to, you are the most awesome person I have ever met, I love you more then anyone on this fvcking earth

i already lost one person in my life that was very special to me
am i going to lose myslef?
im tired of this
at school i get things throwen at me, bullyed, rumors abt me yet you think im all fine
i have to act all happy like as if im not breaking inside
i cry myself to sleep almost every night in the silence
i find happiness in something and you take it away
i cant wait till im 18 and get to leave from this living hell

I'm sorry you lost someone, but you still have me, and Sophia, and Flynn, and so much more
we love you for who you are, so please don't change
and when we are 18, we can both move out, and live together, promise

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

awww no precious Lea you’re not a disappointment at all. i’m so sorry they make you feel like your feelings don’t matter, because they DO. having a bad day at school and wanting your parents to actually listen to you doesn’t mean you’re weak or ungrateful. and your dream of becoming an author is important too please don’t give up on it just because they don’t understand it right now. you’re trying your hardest, and that matters even if they don’t see it

thanks

 

[୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧ valerina ୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧]

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you are a good one

don't ever overwork yourself

eat all you want, physical appearance doesn't matter

who said you weren't a good older sister?? you are the best one

no, wear what ever tf you want to wear, you look great in anything

You are still a kid, we are still kids, this is our time to be childish and immature

no, your laugh bring people joy, keep laughing, keep being yourself

NO you are the most perfect person I have ever met, you make other people feel like they are enough, you let other people know they are enough, you should know your enough to, you are the most awesome person I have ever met, I love you more then anyone on this fvcking earth

I'm sorry you lost someone, but you still have me, and Sophia, and Flynn, and so much more
we love you for who you are, so please don't change
and when we are 18, we can both move out, and live together, promise

lea you made me cry thanks so much

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

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Everything I try to get better mentally I always end up going back to a place I started I hate it so much I would have good days in a row then a day where my mind is flooded with memories the bad memories I feel like I failed me and everyone else around me I just want a break from my weight every time I think I don’t have to worry there’s always something that happens that makes me worry again I hate it so much I hate me so much I’m sorry guys

 

[୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧ valerina ୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧]

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Everything I try to get better mentally I always end up going back to a place I started I hate it so much I would have good days in a row then a day where my mind is flooded with memories the bad memories I feel like I failed me and everyone else around me I just want a break from my weight every time I think I don’t have to worry there’s always something that happens that makes me worry again I hate it so much I hate me so much I’m sorry guys

flynn dont feel that way, instead of those bad memories you can put good memories so you can feel happy again!

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

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Everything I try to get better mentally I always end up going back to a place I started I hate it so much I would have good days in a row then a day where my mind is flooded with memories the bad memories I feel like I failed me and everyone else around me I just want a break from my weight every time I think I don’t have to worry there’s always something that happens that makes me worry again I hate it so much I hate me so much I’m sorry guys

No you are awesome Flynn, the best person ever, I vented to you I don't know how many times, and you were there for me, ilyssm, and nobody is changing that, You are good enough for me, don't hate yourself, ilyy

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

lea you made me cry thanks so much

ofc

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

flynn dont feel that way, instead of those bad memories you can put good memories so you can feel happy again!

But they keep coming back over and over and I can’t stop it I have so many bad memories

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

No you are awesome Flynn, the best person ever, I vented to you I don't know how many times, and you were there for me, ilyssm, and nobody is changing that, You are good enough for me, don't hate yourself, ilyy

Awwwww ilysmmmtttt thanks

 

[୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧ valerina ୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧]

But they keep coming back over and over and I can’t stop it I have so many bad memories

ik you can make them stop, your a strong person flynn

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

Awwwww ilysmmmtttt thanks

Of course, you deserve it, you deserve everything

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

ik you can make them stop, your a strong person flynn

I’m not a strong person I have barely any good memories irl the memories that are good are on here

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

Of course, you deserve it, you deserve everything

You deserve everything too

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

You deserve everything too

you do more

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

you do more

No you do
You deserve the universe I deserve nothing but pain

 

[୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧ valerina ୨୧ ୨୧ ୨୧]

I’m not a strong person I have barely any good memories irl the memories that are good are on here

You are a strong person dont say those stuff and then remember these ones

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

No you do
You deserve the universe I deserve nothing but pain

You do
you deserve the whole world and beyond don't say that about yourself ilyy

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

You are a strong person dont say those stuff and then remember these ones

Awww ok

 

[Flynnie8bitheart]

You do
you deserve the whole world and beyond don't say that about yourself ilyy

Ilyt you deserve way more than me

 

[ƬΉΣ GӨΛƬ]

Ilyt you deserve way more than me

NO YOU DESRVE MORE THAN ME!