[ Random Thoughts Thread ]

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I'm lowkey glad they both left..

 

[1fool4you]

i know i barely know you, i know we barely talk, i know you probably forgot abt me over break, but oh, how i love you.

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I don't think he likes me, But I have a Good feeling about us.. I hope he knows that he's literally Perfect.

I wish I was Brave when talking to him, I enjoy talking to him but I get so nervous.

 

[iiserene]

i kinda wanna leave

 

[Deuce]

At least they didn't jokingly report people for fun

 

[Deuce]

i kinda wanna leave

Aww

 

[iiserene]

Aww

i would miss so many of u guys tho </33

 

[heartsies]

i just realized that mingyu is like 6'1-6'2 and woozi is like 5'5

 

[heartsies]

i just realized that mingyu is like 6'1-6'2 and woozi is like 5'5

height differences i swear

 

[heartsies]

i think i'm gonna go on hiatus after the holiday contest (so jan 2nd??)
or after my break ends

 

[1fool4you]

dear t.

currently its dec 29, 12:19 am, 2023. if you got bored already i understand, hopefully you get bored easier so you can skip through this whole email that i never plan to send to you (if i do continue to like you the most ill do is send this to you on the last day of ur senior year, so you can read it but wont have time to say anything to me in person yk) ((i dont like confrontation lmao)) but if it does, and you do choose to read it, read the whole thing. cause im meaning every word of this.

i prefer to express my thoughts out in writing rather than in person. its been like that for most of my life. talking to someone, most of the time (at least for me) you don't have an exact plan for what youre going to say next. thats what causes ppl to get hated on most of the time. writing, you can think before you say something, which is why im sending you an email rather than telling you this in person. but since im already writing this instead of enjoying my relaxing winter break, im not gonna sugarcoat what im going to say.

youve been on my mind. for a while now. and the fact im writing this at such a late time when i should be asleep dreaming abt god knows what, is further proof of this. (p.s. i was up all night thinking abt you. what a freak i am.)

first day of school. freshman year, currently the year im in rn. last set: baking class. school was already feeling like a drag and i thought i would hate high school. i came into class late and sat down whereever there was a free seat: in the front of the class. i looked around for anyone i might know, like i usually do, until i saw you. sitting diagonally from me.

i took a single glance and already my heart was racing. everything abt you was (and still is) perfect in my eyes. how you walked, how you talked, your smile, your looks, i fell for every part that i could see. and in the wise words of my favorite artist laufey, "i loved you from the start."

i know you barely know me, i know we barely talk, and i know damn well you dont like me back, but i cant help it. can you tell that my eyes start to sparkles whenever i hear your voice? can you tell that everytime we make eye contact i cant hold it for more than 3 seconds? can you tell that i smile to myself whenever we're close? can you tell that im talking abt you whenever youre close to me and im w a friend? can you tell that ive liked you?

in the future im not sure if ill feel the same. maybe ill find it on my senior year and laugh abt how stupid in love i was. or maybe we will even end up together, and ill show this email to you, and youll laugh at me at how cute it is and ill just be laughing and blushing at how embarrassing i was. and then youll give me a kiss on the head and pull me close, and tell me how you feel the same. but i doubt it.

whats wrong w me, wanting a love that ik ill never be able to reach? falling in love w someone thats out of my league? its been like this forever, and finally its reached to you. god, im so infatuated i even wrote a poem abt you.

so yeah. i like you. maybe even love you. au revoir, t. if only you were mine. i would never have let you go.

 

[knnovation]

i just realized that mingyu is like 6'1-6'2 and woozi is like 5'5

The pictures are cute

 

[heartsies]

The pictures are cute

ik

 

[knnovation]

ik

He (Woozi) is still taller than me lol

 

[heartsies]

He (Woozi) is still taller than me lol

LMAOO

 

[knnovation]

LMAOO

If I ever meet them one day, I’m going to wear platforms so we can be the same height

 

[heartsies]

If I ever meet them one day, I’m going to wear platforms so we can be the same height

LOLL

 

[🌸⋅ ☆𝙆𝙄𝙏𝙏𝙄 ୧ ‧₊˚ 🌸 ⋅ ☆]

I am now a lily allen stan. Lily is our motherr

 

[˗ˏˋ꒰ ruista ꒱ˎˊ-]

all of the people on here that stan monsta x, bias kihyun
where is the flavor
where are the minhyuk stans at??
i mean i love kihyun but we need some variety

 

[˗ˏˋ꒰ ruista ꒱ˎˊ-]

tempted to buy the aespa cabinet