❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

tell him you can't get it cause,it's at ur other house.

I already did that
but I have 2 of his jackets, a hoodie and 2 blankets, he has 2 of my hoodies

 

[!!LUTHER!!]

I already did that
but I have 2 of his jackets, a hoodie and 2 blankets, he has 2 of my hoodies

tell him to be patience, and you will give it to him in the next year or two

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

tell him to be patience, and you will give it to him in the next year or two

ig I'll try to do that

 

[!!LUTHER!!]

ig I'll try to do that

kk

 

[ℂ𝕙𝕖𝕣𝕣𝕪𝕪𝕪♡]

I just... I just wish I wasn't depressed

 

[୨sophia.cloudie୧]

Kms

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

fuck. finally at 90 pounds and that's not good enough for my mom
im gonna end up in the fucking hospital atp

 

[𝕮𝖗𝖞_𝕭𝖆𝖇𝖞]

Spoiler

i don't get why ppl wanna hurt me so much. first ppl irl but i thought i'd be fine since i have ppl on here but now ppl are deciding to hurt me on here as well. fucking leave me alone and stop targetting me. i've had enough of crying over ppl that never cared or ppl that act like they do. and ppl need to fucking mind their own business.yeah sure call me selfish for the shit i do to protect myself but yall don't get how hurt i am. i feel broken and hollow. i hate my life i don't want to fucking do shit. all those alts. fucking leave me alone. i don't need yall to fucking annoy the shit out of me.

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

maybe I feel dumb for telling a guy I like him even tho we barley know each other
I mean I already feel awkward about it as is
I told a few people ik about it but when I told one of them she said she has a situation ship with him
but I heard him say he doesn't like her like that and just as friends
I was anxious and nervous as hell and he asked me why I was like that
I tried to be close to him throughout lunch and after lunch when I told him he gave me a fist bump before we went to class

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

I think the girl did tell her friend about what I said but so much was happening during lunch that I was really nervous to tell the guy I liked him, I mean we have 6th period together and he goes to my win class but that's mainly it and I know him because of the people I talk to but I've never really talked to him alone until today

 

[izyun]

I’ve been having bad thoughts since last night. idk why, I want them to stop it’s really affecting me.

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I just feel like I'm not important enough for you to not at least tell one person. I know what you said , and I know what I said but I just can't stop thinking about it
I'm gonna think about it all day, if not all week. I keep saying it's fine when I know for me its not. Its been a long time , I just cant see why. I'm probably jus being dramatic about it though

 

[izyun]

I just feel like I'm not important enough for you to not at least tell one person. I know what you said , and I know what I said but I just can't stop thinking about it
I'm gonna think about it all day, if not all week. I keep saying it's fine when I know for me its not. Its been a long time , I just cant see why. I'm probably jus being dramatic about it though

I want you to talk to me please bc I’m not gonna know how you feel without you telling me personally bc you are important to me but I’m trying to build myself up to that point rather than just doing it without me being ready. If idk how you feel then how am I supposed to know when I should tell someone bc rn idk when bc me personally I don’t feel that ready but if you want me to bc you want me to show that you matter I will, but if idk how am I supposed to do that : (

 

[yvessznʚଓ]

I want you to talk to me please bc I’m not gonna know how you feel without you telling me personally bc you are important to me but I’m trying to build myself up to that point rather than just doing it without me being ready. If idk how you feel then how am I supposed to know when I should tell someone bc rn idk when bc me personally I don’t feel that ready but if you want me to bc you want me to show that you matter I will, but if idk how am I supposed to do that : (

i just think i am overreacting

 

[izyun]

i just think i am overreacting

you’re not it’s your feelings I don’t want you to feel like you’re not important to me when you are you mean sm to me

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

I think I'm losing it again
Just randomly thinking about and song and getting reminded of my ex again
He told me he was fine with us getting back together in 2 yrs but at the same time I have a feeling that he's getting worse ever since I left, I shouldn't be thinking that bc I was trying to make sure he didn't go back to the way he used to be. Yet after the way he talked to me last weekend I've been to scared to text him again

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

i am so not okay
i just want to go back to bed and never wake up

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

Monday I was told to stay away from the guy I like at school because he's not ready for a relationship, as if I don't fucking understand how he feels and I wasn't even ready to get back into another relationship either.
Its almost as if everyone in rotc has a problem that I have a simple crush on him, I never even wanted to date him that much. I can't control how I feel all the time, now I don't even want to do rotc because somehow everyone knows what's going on like.
My friend asked me about my ex and judged him, then one of my other friends who I normally don't see until world history apparently found out but I didn't tell her.
I'm not used to any of this and thats maybe because I rarely had to deal with it and I came from a military town who has over 100 kids in rotc in my school

 

[chaeru ₊˚✧]

Yet its weird moving from the town you were born in to a different one just to end up moving back to it in less than almost 2 years.
everyone has changed and has their own group of friends, I had a group of friends and like 6 of them I was married to at my last school. I guess I like it that way more than what I'm dealing with rn

 

[𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘺_𝘴𝘢𝘣𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘢♡]

today is such a shit day and it barely started