I know but Its hard finding friends irl for me, thanks for listening to me hun <3
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I feel like crap I js started talking to my mom again I feel like my grandparents hate me for it but I regret wanting to talk to her again. I mean I told her to call me and not have me call her. but the next night she wanted me to call. I could tell she was lying when she said the things she always said. it hurts bc I try putting in the effort while she enjoys her life and I cry myself to sleep every night thinking Abt it. I want a relationship with my mom but deep down ik she doesn't care. she js tells me what I wanna hear. it hurts I act like everything is okay when really its not I sometimes want or need a hug but I am too scared to ask bc my grandparents tell me things I'm insecure Abt "I am annoying" or "i talk to much" it really hurts bc I never even got a hug from my mom a real one. it brings the past to my mind and that's why I am so distant with my family sometimes. I feel like I should js be gone so I wont be a burden anymore but I tell myself not to. I just want someone who I can lean on and hug when I need it but I don't.
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same for me too but dw you will find new better people trust <33 ofccc
I just want to be a part of the conversation sometime 
whenever I try to talk in a group setting im either ignored or talked over and when I can finally figure out something to say the topic has already shifted or someone else is talking
then I try to talk over people but im the one who gets in trouble because im now talking over people when im just teying to find an opening to speak
I hate how people ignore me because im shy
it happens all the freaking time and its so annoying and yet im the bad guy whenever I try to speak up because oh no I interupted someone but they have been yapping nonstop for five minutes and I just want a turn to share my thoughts because maybe I have a lot to say as well but im never allowed to talk because im the quiet kid so im supposed to be the quiet kid all the time I guess
whenever I try to talk in a group setting im either ignored or talked over and when I can finally figure out something to say the topic has already shifted or someone else is talking
then I try to talk over people but im the one who gets in trouble because im now talking over people when im just teying to find an opening to speak
I hate how people ignore me because im shy
it happens all the freaking time and its so annoying and yet im the bad guy whenever I try to speak up because oh no I interupted someone but they have been yapping nonstop for five minutes and I just want a turn to share my thoughts because maybe I have a lot to say as well but im never allowed to talk because im the quiet kid so im supposed to be the quiet kid all the time I guess
TW- beating
I just really feel as if i am at the fault here,
I had to give feedback to people(students IM A STUIDENT TO ) making the food for our business team, ii didn't wanted to be harsh like at all. but apparently i sounded. harsh, when all i wrote was the truth. i used caps so that those girls (they are popular ones unfortunately) and cuz i wrote in all caps and sounded harsh as what i simply wanted to do is give suggestions to make the food better. Now(im the HR) everyone ppl in my team wete sayin i sounded a very harsh.when all i had was good intentions, i always use captions in my daily life. NOW i just feel whatever this group project is all the bad things is my fault, because things will escalate into worse maybe since they r popular they might as well get me b@shed up but was it all my fault i don't feel like doing this anymore but now i cant give up cuz im the HR i have responsibilities but i feel like im the cause for overall, even ppl in my team wrote the feedback too. i dunno what im tryn say here i feel bad, i feel hurt for maybe hurting someone, i feel numb, my friends say that the pop girls would've been hurt cuz of their egos either way. AM i at fault. I also sennt a long apology for doing that as my intentions werent bad. .....
AS an A, B student i suddenly feel like the not doing anything atp like just fail.......what shld i do?
would've small letters have made a difference?
im numb im tired, im fed up, but why at the end its only affecting me?? why??
I just really feel as if i am at the fault here,
I had to give feedback to people(students IM A STUIDENT TO ) making the food for our business team, ii didn't wanted to be harsh like at all. but apparently i sounded. harsh, when all i wrote was the truth. i used caps so that those girls (they are popular ones unfortunately) and cuz i wrote in all caps and sounded harsh as what i simply wanted to do is give suggestions to make the food better. Now(im the HR) everyone ppl in my team wete sayin i sounded a very harsh.when all i had was good intentions, i always use captions in my daily life. NOW i just feel whatever this group project is all the bad things is my fault, because things will escalate into worse maybe since they r popular they might as well get me b@shed up but was it all my fault i don't feel like doing this anymore but now i cant give up cuz im the HR i have responsibilities but i feel like im the cause for overall, even ppl in my team wrote the feedback too. i dunno what im tryn say here i feel bad, i feel hurt for maybe hurting someone, i feel numb, my friends say that the pop girls would've been hurt cuz of their egos either way. AM i at fault. I also sennt a long apology for doing that as my intentions werent bad. .....
AS an A, B student i suddenly feel like the not doing anything atp like just fail.......what shld i do?
would've small letters have made a difference?
im numb im tired, im fed up, but why at the end its only affecting me?? why??
tbh every relationship I've had ended up bad, never one ever ended on good terms its just a lot idk ether they manipulate me or gaslight me and knowing I'm a nice person, I do what they want if that hurts me in the process I generally wanna find that person but I feel like that's far from now tbh. I didn't even cry from the last one because I'm so used to it atp, I had my hopes up maybe a little too high. Tbh ppl said we were the perfect couple but it wasn't like that under the surface. I don't wanna get into it rlly but I generally have no hope for future relationships
And tbh this goes with friendships too Ive come to the point where I don't tell ppl anything and jst say "I'm good" unless I consider u a good friend. The same "being nice" thing applies to this too. Idk maybe I should stop being nice and let whatever fly out my mouth unless I need to ofc
And tbh this goes with friendships too Ive come to the point where I don't tell ppl anything and jst say "I'm good" unless I consider u a good friend. The same "being nice" thing applies to this too. Idk maybe I should stop being nice and let whatever fly out my mouth unless I need to ofc
awh no frick
rubs my belly in frustration
you'll find that goated person soon u js gotta let them come to you; be patient
its ok twin
ayyee ywAWWW tyty twin
that actually means a lot tbh thank you like srsly
we're nearly in the same boat rn so i get it
yeah fair I mean at least ik someone who gets it tbh
I got like everyone in a relationship and actually doing good
yeayea
evb around me has lowk found their person and im js here
kinda sucks but i lowk js gotta thug it out and wait
yeah same tbhyeayea
evb around me has lowk found their person and im js here
feels like when I get invited to a party but u know so u jst gotta wing it and stand there
A lot of people need to hop off my dih cause like lets get one thing started If your gonna spread Rumors about my day 1 your gonna have to deal with !e but no I guess you didn't want to say it to my face or hers like then has the Audacity to lie to both of our faces and talk about her to your friends is wild work buddy like if your gonna talk shit about someone don't say it in public
Life sucks. Ended it with a guy after wanting a rls. We weren't dating. I didn't want him to be w someone who will end it soon anyway..
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sarahbae is everything okay
sadly I feel that
Yesyesss just a little tired