❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[dina.minaa!]

hey so I know I disappeared for a whileee that was due to my mental health. and at this point its still not that great I was in the psyche ward(again) and now doing a php/iop(again) thing for the next 2 months. anyway I'm glad I'm back and here with you guys.. <3

 

[࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕𝔹𝕃𝕌𝔼 𝕄𝕆𝕆ℕ ࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕]

I got bullied at skl, not even the closets people saw the bulying, i spent nights crying ovr stupid things and was never nptoce by anyone, im always the backup friend to anyone, i feel invisible and now that skl has ended i feel empty

 

[★ 𝘵𝘩𝘦★𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭★𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪★𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪★]

none of my friends ever check on me to see if i'm okay, even when i'm acting off or distant. am I really worth caring about? I feel like i'm not a very loveable person.

those are bad friends, they should be able to know if ur not feeling well, i know have havent known you long but i do care, i care abt everyone here, including you, ur a person that should be loved SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMUCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
because i do, ur a supa frekin awsum person<3333

 

[seulcity]

was talking about my depression and my friends kept referencing sewer slide to different things and now I'm laughing and crying

btw things they said are: "delete the account" | "leave the server" | "log out" | "forfeit the match"

 

[★ 𝘵𝘩𝘦★𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭★𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪★𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪★]

was talking about my depression and my friends kept referencing sewer slide to different things and now I'm laughing and crying

btw things they said are: "delete the account" | "leave the server" | "log out" | "forfeit the match"

thats so stupid and insensitive, they should think abt how bad this stuff is, especially if its you and ur not feeling good, you should tell them how u feel abt their comments

 

[Kazuichi Soda!｡𖦹°‧⭑.ᐟ]

was talking about my depression and my friends kept referencing sewer slide to different things and now I'm laughing and crying

btw things they said are: "delete the account" | "leave the server" | "log out" | "forfeit the match"

okay what. holy rude delete them from the server SEUL YOURE THE MOD HERE. they're bums who wouldnt say congrats about your husband coming back.

 

[seulcity]

okay what. holy rude delete them from the server SEUL YOURE THE MOD HERE. they're bums who wouldnt say congrats about your husband coming back.

I am the mod heh and EVB should say congrats on my husband coming home or else we'll fight

thats so stupid and insensitive, they should think abt how bad this stuff is, especially if its you and ur not feeling good, you should tell them how u feel abt their comments

WAIT NO GUYS I FOUND IT FUNNY IM SORRY I THOUGHT I MADE IT CLEAR they were telling me NOT to do those things like "don't leave the server we need you" and they didn't want to actually say it cuz they didn't know like if I was sensitive to it or not and I was crying before but now I'm crying and laughing because I found it kinda funny BUT YES I definitely should like obviously set boundaries but we've all talked and vented to each other before and we've done stuff before to ourselves and we know.

wait Im starting to tear up even more this is so cute y'all automatically thought they were bad and hyped me up ILY GUYS AWHH SO CUTE

 

[★ 𝘵𝘩𝘦★𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭★𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪★𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪★]

I am the mod heh and EVB should say congrats on my husband coming home or else we'll fight

WAIT NO GUYS I FOUND IT FUNNY IM SORRY I THOUGHT I MADE IT CLEAR they were telling me NOT to do those things like "don't leave the server we need you" and they didn't want to actually say it cuz they didn't know like if I was sensitive to it or not and I was crying before but now I'm crying and laughing because I found it kinda funny BUT YES I definitely should like obviously set boundaries but we've all talked and vented to each other before and we've done stuff before to ourselves and we know.

wait Im starting to tear up even more this is so cute y'all automatically thought they were bad and hyped me up ILY GUYS AWHH SO CUTE

OH OH MY BADDDDDDDD I READ IT WRONG MY DYSLEXIC ASS CAN NOT COMPREHEND THIS STUFF HORY SHET MY BADDDD

 

[Kazuichi Soda!｡𖦹°‧⭑.ᐟ]

I am the mod heh and EVB should say congrats on my husband coming home or else we'll fight

OH YES YOU ARE SEUL AHAHA well id prolly say it at like 1 am

 

[seulcity]

OH OH MY BADDDDDDDD I READ IT WRONG MY DYSLEXIC ASS CAN NOT COMPREHEND THIS STUFF HORY SHET MY BADDDD

ITS OK LMAO THATS SO REAL I BE DYSLEXIC SOMETIMES TOO

 

[i1rxw]

I can't do this anymore.. my mom just yelled at me and went on and on about how I shouldn't go to college because I'm crying. I'm crying because of the stress of high school and having continuous tests. she's saying that college isn't for me and that I just shouldn't go. the only thing I have is my grades. the only talent I have is being smart. it hurts

 

[Flynniepeak]

I can't do this anymore.. my mom just yelled at me and went on and on about how I shouldn't go to college because I'm crying. I'm crying because of the stress of high school and having continuous tests. she's saying that college isn't for me and that I just shouldn't go. the only thing I have is my grades. the only talent I have is being smart. it hurts

your mom is such a bad parent you have more things other than your grade you are such an amazing person and your nice to everyone I'm here if you ever need to talk to someone

 

[★ 𝘵𝘩𝘦★𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭★𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪★𝘮𝘢𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪★]

dude everytime he gets mad at me for everything
i just showered so im coming upstair from the basement, i walk into the living room and sit down, my dads asking my mom if she wants to eat more, she says no, then he asks me
he asks me if i wanted the korean steak he made, i said "no thanks, im ok", nicely, politely, no attitude
he says "ok, im just not going to 'stock the fridge' anymore. you eat it when we go out, and you dont eat it here."
is it wrong to not want to eat something, right. now?
it just seems i do everything wrong, like i dont want it, i dont want to eat, and its the biggest problem
my day was fine, great even, and he ruined it by hearing just one simple, no.

 

[࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕𝔹𝕃𝕌𝔼 𝕄𝕆𝕆ℕ ࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕]

The only thing that can explain how i feel currently is "Love, Older you" by illit bc its too hard or too much to explain this horrrible pin i face everyday

 

[seulcity]

The only thing that can explain how i feel currently is "Love, Older you" by illit bc its too hard or too much to explain this horrrible pin i face everyday

that's real but if you ever want to talk I'm here!

 

[࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕𝔹𝕃𝕌𝔼 𝕄𝕆𝕆ℕ ࣪˖ 𖣠 ࣪˖ ⌕]

that's real but if you ever want to talk I'm here!

thx

 

[page.sunny]

sigh... i always feel like i talk to much

i've been going through something and had to take some time away from work and although people were really really kind, ask about what the police were going to do and made sure i was okay, i still feel bad. (i'm not hurt or anything, i was stolen from).

i did end up buying both of my managers donuts which they said i didn't have to do but it was very nice and it was okay to take time off for that situation but i just blabber to much. i always end up finding a better way to say it after the fact.

had to assure Nick I was okay, I did not expect him to react like that. but we did talk about other stuff later. his girlfriend gave me a cherry from the produce thing though lol

he was so sweet, so kind, and we just talked for a little bit, but i feel like i'm always talking, looking for that attention and i hate it.

 

[Evestaaaa_is_redred]

TW : SA

So basically a while ago when I was about eight or nine years old, I was sa’d, don’t wanna go in detail, by my mom’s ex-boyfriend. (There not w/ each other anymore so I don’t have to see him anymore) but it’s been a couple of years since then so I think I’m fine now. But there was this girl who is my friend, sadly, who was the first one I felt comfortable telling about what happened to me. Our friendship was going well until recently, I showed her a photo of my mom‘s ex-boyfriend and she started calling him cute and was basically saying that she doesn’t think he could’ve done something like that, and even if he did, she wouldn’t cry about it like how i did if he did it to her. And I know the obvious thing is to stop being friends with her, but she knows way too much of my secrets and every time we get into an argument, she threatens to tell people. Like for example, there are a lot of guys in our school who get very touchy with me or say very weird things to me and I just get scared to tell people so I go and tell her. The reason I get so scared is because I told her before that there was a guy I had to sit next to, and he kept touching my thighs. Because we got into an argument she went and told him that I told her about it. He ended up telling everybody that I was the one trying to hit on him. So that’s why I don’t want anybody to know anything else that happened to me because I’m afraid of what will happen. What do I dooooo

 

[Yeonyunnie 𐙚🧸ྀི]

I’m so tired of being called the “ one that can’t do anything”
im so tired of being called “stupid” my my mom
im so tired of having the expectation to be “perfect “
im so tired of everything

 

[Flynniepeak]

I’m tired of being the perfect people pleaser child that’s always happy like why can’t my parents accept that I have mistakes, I’m not happy all the time and sometimes I don’t want to do something that someone else wants me to do