❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[aeao]

well that's nice to hear

no i'm okay but thank you jen

I hope you feel better

 

[Kenji]

I hope you feel better

Thank you

 

[aeao]

Thank you

Yw Kenji!

 

[・Forgotten_Gia・]

had the "you are going to die doing this" convo with my mother
I am so cooked

 

[Flynniepie]

I feel my anxiety coming back and it feels like my hearts gonna explode I hate it so much I worry too much/care too much about other people more than I worry about me I wish it will go away

 

[ogrosalia]

ok so um
ive recently, and by that i mean for the past MANY MONTHS, felt like im being pressured by my parents to be a good daughter. like since im a super sensitive person and basically a crybaby, i take things to heart easily, to which my mental health is really bad at times - panic attacks, selfdoubt, suicidal thoughts, etc. like today, my mom crashed out at me for a supet valid reason, and i obviously had a panic attack. the way she like described me made me believe that i mightve actually failed my family, as a daughter and sister. but i also am scared to tell them about it, cause theyre already so stressed out and i just feel like if i try to tell them, it will make things worse. esp since mom has told me that i might have to go to therapy, which i really dont want. but its not only w like my family, im scared to tell anyone close, like my friends, too. cause they have their own lives, their own people, their own problems, and i just worry that if i try to like show them that "hey, im not okay too" theyd just dismiss me and say its "whatever," which i always tell myself, that im just making it seem like im struggling when i might not be. i sometimes try to ask for help, but im too scared. whenever someone offers help, i decline, cause i dont wanna worry anyone. when i feel like having a shit day, i just take my time to listen to y si fuera ella, cause its all i can relate to at the moment. it makes me feel pain, that makes me relax yet hurt even more. i feel connected to jonghyun's problems (as corny as it sounds) whenever i fear of being left alone and lonely. i have a supportive family and supportive friends, that mean so much to me, but with time ive realized there once was a spark in me that had faded away and not many people might be interested in that anymore. i always say its gonna be okay, ill be fine, but i doubt that now. i mightve just let myself sink in too much to the point that i might drown soon.

 

[𝔵𝔛𝔭𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢𝔡★𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔛𝔵]

ok so um
ive recently, and by that i mean for the past MANY MONTHS, felt like im being pressured by my parents to be a good daughter. like since im a super sensitive person and basically a crybaby, i take things to heart easily, to which my mental health is really bad at times - panic attacks, selfdoubt, suicidal thoughts, etc. like today, my mom crashed out at me for a supet valid reason, and i obviously had a panic attack. the way she like described me made me believe that i mightve actually failed my family, as a daughter and sister. but i also am scared to tell them about it, cause theyre already so stressed out and i just feel like if i try to tell them, it will make things worse. esp since mom has told me that i might have to go to therapy, which i really dont want. but its not only w like my family, im scared to tell anyone close, like my friends, too. cause they have their own lives, their own people, their own problems, and i just worry that if i try to like show them that "hey, im not okay too" theyd just dismiss me and say its "whatever," which i always tell myself, that im just making it seem like im struggling when i might not be. i sometimes try to ask for help, but im too scared. whenever someone offers help, i decline, cause i dont wanna worry anyone. when i feel like having a shit day, i just take my time to listen to y si fuera ella, cause its all i can relate to at the moment. it makes me feel pain, that makes me relax yet hurt even more. i feel connected to jonghyun's problems (as corny as it sounds) whenever i fear of being left alone and lonely. i have a supportive family and supportive friends, that mean so much to me, but with time ive realized there once was a spark in me that had faded away and not many people might be interested in that anymore. i always say its gonna be okay, ill be fine, but i doubt that now. i mightve just let myself sink in too much to the point that i might drown soon.

aww im so sorry you feel this way, but i also really relate to you like literally everything deadass, if you ever wanna pms with me im always open. its so awful how you get pressured so much for just your parents, you should be able to let yourself go, without stress, without feeling the need to make everyone proud thats not yourself, js remember im always open to talk if u need<33

 

[ogrosalia]

aww im so sorry you feel this way, but i also really relate to you like literally everything deadass, if you ever wanna pms with me im always open. its so awful how you get pressured so much for just your parents, you should be able to let yourself go, without stress, without feeling the need to make everyone proud thats not yourself, js remember im always open to talk if u need<33

thankyou, i appreciate it

 

[𝕷𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖄𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖎✍]

I feel mentally tired. so many people have been making up rumors about me at my school...and I just feel numb now. just silent buzzing that's constant and I am getting less and less fazed about what's happening in the world. I hate where I live and how many people have done horrible things to others to the point where it doesn't faze me, I do care its just stuff like that isn't shocking to me anymore

 

[𝕷𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖄𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖎✍]

TW/CW! EATING DISORDER


my mom just found the snacks in my room and she found out about my eating disorder, she asked if I have been binge eating and then throwing up and she made me answer honestly and she told me that she struggled with the same thing in college and said "how did you find out how to do that" and I told her that my friend said "it makes you think fast, stick a finger down you're throat and puke" and it hurt me more than helped me.

 

[Kenji]

awww the concept of the concept being that I possibly almost dated an alt

awwwwwwwwwwww

 

[Kenji]

im js not gonna interact w ppl idk anymore

 

[LesLeon 𖦹₊ ⊹ >\\<]

awww the concept of the concept being that I possibly almost dated an alt

awwwwwwwwwwww

ARE YOU OKAY KENJI??

 

[Kenji]

ARE YOU OKAY KENJI??

for the name of god don't name drop

 

[Kenji]

sigh u took too long to edit it so i did it myself

yes i am fine

 

[𝕷𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖄𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖎✍]

TW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I haven't been eating much recently and I don't know why but whenever I do eat I binge eat and puke its an endless cycle if I don't eat I don't eat for a while if I eat I eat to much and can't keep it down whatever I do keep down still keeps me hungry though

 

[LesLeon 𖦹₊ ⊹ >\\<]

for the name of god don't name drop

sorry

 

[Kenji]

sorry

its okay

 

[𝔵𝔛𝔭𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔠𝔢𝔡★𝔭𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔰𝔰𝔛𝔵]

i feel so mad at myself and hate myself rn
i dont like how i look
i dont like that i have a messy room
i dont like that dont have perfect grades
i dont like that im a mean person sometimes
i hate that i keep over-eating
i hate that i have to do the worst things to make me feel better
i hate that i cant make my friends happy all the time
i hate that my friends dont always wanna be around me
i hate that my dads a hypocrite
i hate that my parents know that ive needed therapy for 3 years and are now js looking for one
i hate that i have disabilities
i hate that i hate myself
i hate that im not pretty enough
i hate that im not thin enough
i hate everything

 

[𝕷𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖄𝖆𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖎✍]

I hate that I feel to ashamed to tell my parents what happened at the airport when I was 10.