Some old ones, like right when I joined the forums for the first time old, you don't know any of them, except for 2
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which 2
GG and Emely, are the only ones you know
yeah, and some more but I don't think I wanna talk about them
its ok if u dont want to
okay
I just miss a lot of them
theyll come back trust
GG and Emely maybe, but the other ones won't, I just know it
try to belive
I actually never got better, every time I tell myself I’m getting better and I never actually do. I might show that I’ve gotten better but deep down I never did
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If anyone wants to vent, just let me know. Consider me as you forums big sister (since a lot of you are younger than me)
u wanna vent sophi???
I don’t know
honestly I will, trust.
Sometimes I feel like a disappointment.
Like I would try everything to make my parents know that I'm trying my hardest to be a good daughter, but I don't think they see it.
I would have the worst day at school and when I tell them they say "toughen up, at least your not starving"
and they have no idea how much that hurts me.
Because they don't care.
They don't care about my dream to become and author.
About my days at school.
None of that.
Then they wonder why I hate them.
Like I would try everything to make my parents know that I'm trying my hardest to be a good daughter, but I don't think they see it.
I would have the worst day at school and when I tell them they say "toughen up, at least your not starving"
and they have no idea how much that hurts me.
Because they don't care.
They don't care about my dream to become and author.
About my days at school.
None of that.
Then they wonder why I hate them.
You want me to be a good daugther, ok i will be one
you want me to do work ok i will even if im tiered
you want me to be skinny ok im havent been eating
you want me to be a good older sister ok i have to lose all my fun
you want me to stop wearing big stuuff i wil but everytime i wear something short i get told im and attenction seeker
you want me to not be childish and immature ok i will not be myself
you want me to not laugh or giggle anymore ok i will lose all emotions
but when i ask you for a single favor you say no
I hae to lose my dream, childhood, and myslef just to please you
these past few days you dont even notice im home
you dont even call me for anything except work
am i the cinderella of the house?
am i your maid?
am I your toy?
Have i ever been good enough for you?
I change myself just to make you happy and its not fair.
I dont get to decide for myself
you call me ugly, attention seeker, s1ut, fat, and more
yet you want me to call you the best parents in the world
i hide all my pain because you made me grow up at a young age
i already lost one person in my life that was very special to me
am i going to lose myslef?
im tired of this
at school i get things throwen at me, bullyed, rumors abt me yet you think im all fine
i have to act all happy like as if im not breaking inside
i cry myself to sleep almost every night in the silence
i find happiness in something and you take it away
i cant wait till im 18 and get to leave from this living hell
you want me to do work ok i will even if im tiered
you want me to be skinny ok im havent been eating
you want me to be a good older sister ok i have to lose all my fun
you want me to stop wearing big stuuff i wil but everytime i wear something short i get told im and attenction seeker
you want me to not be childish and immature ok i will not be myself
you want me to not laugh or giggle anymore ok i will lose all emotions
but when i ask you for a single favor you say no
I hae to lose my dream, childhood, and myslef just to please you
these past few days you dont even notice im home
you dont even call me for anything except work
am i the cinderella of the house?
am i your maid?
am I your toy?
Have i ever been good enough for you?
I change myself just to make you happy and its not fair.
I dont get to decide for myself
you call me ugly, attention seeker, s1ut, fat, and more
yet you want me to call you the best parents in the world
i hide all my pain because you made me grow up at a young age
i already lost one person in my life that was very special to me
am i going to lose myslef?
im tired of this
at school i get things throwen at me, bullyed, rumors abt me yet you think im all fine
i have to act all happy like as if im not breaking inside
i cry myself to sleep almost every night in the silence
i find happiness in something and you take it away
i cant wait till im 18 and get to leave from this living hell
awww no precious Lea
you’re not a disappointment at all. i’m so sorry they make you feel like your feelings don’t matter, because they DO. having a bad day at school and wanting your parents to actually listen to you doesn’t mean you’re weak or ungrateful. and your dream of becoming an author is important too please don’t give up on it just because they don’t understand it right now. you’re trying your hardest, and that matters even if they don’t see it
VALEE
I’m really sorry you’re going through this. You should never feel like you have to change everything about yourself just to make others happy.you deserve to keep your joy, your childhood, your personality, and your dreams.please don’t stop eating because of what they say,you deserve care and kindness. You don’t have to pretend with me, I’m always here to listen and support you
thanks sophi i really really really appriciate thisVALEE