damn I am a horrible person
I can't help but cutting myself
I have to ruin relationships
I can't salvage the relationships
I have annoyed so many people
I can't stop lying to myself saying "everything is going to be ok, even though she doesn't like you"
ik im going through some things rn
and I'm so sorry if you are too
but just remember
its all apart of Gods plan
you will be okay
you will heal
and people do care about you
whether you know them irl or not, there's always a reason to keep going
the main reason is for you though
God put you in this world for a reason, so don't try to remove urself from it
everything is gonna be okay I promise
I hope everyone here heals
FUCKING biitch i messed up i basically laughed at him omggg uhhh he i think was fliting but i dont really know he was being sweet and i had to fuck that up with that emoji
Me: sorry i talk a lot
him: No its ok i like it
me: oh you do lot a ppl tell me to shut up bc im annoying
him : I like when you talk
me : You do?
him: yeah you voice is so nice and you always say funny things
me: i-i-i uh-i-you-t-thank you *having trouble talking
*me literally going crazyyyy*
