[ Random Thoughts Thread ]

[vesbites]

wait do i... lemme check

waits

 

[vesbites]

the more time that passes by, the more i get worried

its 6 pm right now which is usually the time im supposed to make dinner for me and my little sister

my mom knows this


and there's a rule that I can't use the stove when she's not here

what the frick am i supposed to do

 

[1of.twice]

my dad looked at my schedule for next year and he said he's tired of seeing jrotc, he was literally the one who told me to do it last year even tho I didn't mind since I wanted to do it anyways. I don't even have jrotc next year, I choose astronomy instead bc I'm tried of having to deal with jrotc

 

[kenjicries]

waits

i do!! very interesting kenji

 

[vesbites]

my dad looked at my schedule for next year and he said he's tired of seeing jrotc, he was literally the one who told me to do it last year even tho I didn't mind since I wanted to do it anyways. I don't even have jrotc next year, I choose astronomy instead bc I'm tried of having to deal with jrotc

oh

I LOOVVEE NJROTC AAAAAAHH

 

[vesbites]

i need to take a pic of me in my uniform tmr! i wanna show off my rank and ribbons

it's not a lot but im proud

 

[vesbites]

AND IM GONNA RANK UP TO CHIEF SOON

AAAAHHH

 

[vesbites]

i do!! very interesting kenji

what.. what's interesting

 

[vesbites]

at least my cute fat sphynx cat is here with me

i'd prob be panicking rlly bad without her

i think I have my mom's anxiety issues

 

[vesbites]

ik a lot of ppl are prolly looking at me and thinking that im making a big deal of not knowing where my family is

but in situations like this, because of my anxiety, i can't help but think of the worse case scenarios

 

[vesbites]

and the fact that I don't have a phone doesn't help

 

[1of.twice]

oh

I LOOVVEE NJROTC AAAAAAHH

honestly my school has nothing else interesting for me to do, I don't wanna do theater, I don't like drawing for a grade, I already did band, and I feel like it's too late for me to do choir. my counselor told me I could do aquatic science or astronomy so I told her I wanted to do both, but if I wouldn't be able to get into astronomy jrotc is a backup

 

[1of.twice]

ik a lot of ppl are prolly looking at me and thinking that im making a big deal of not knowing where my family is

but in situations like this, because of my anxiety, i can't help but think of the worse case scenarios

honestly the way my dad is has caused me to worry, especially since he's always having us live with people we've never even met and he's always talking to a whole bunch of ladies online

 

[vesbites]

honestly the way my dad is has caused me to worry, especially since he's always having us live with people we've never even met and he's always talking to a whole bunch of ladies online

dang im so sorry

 

[vesbites]

i will go on my mom's tv and text kaizer on instagram at 8 pm

imma make him call my mom

 

[kenjicries]

what.. what's interesting

some things you say..

 

[vesbites]

some things you say..

lol wut

what are u even talking about

 

[1of.twice]

dang im so sorry

it's fine, atp I'm just used to it. he's relationships never works out and he doesn't understand the fucking fact that my brother has adhd and autism which everyone knows but he makes it seem like he doesn't since he wasn't born with it and got diagnosed

 

[1of.twice]

my brother pronouncing aespa as xbox or whatever the fuck he says annoys me

 

[kenjicries]

lol wut

what are u even talking about

do u want them to be pulled up