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AcheR(ø)engoku

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This Is Living

I think my soul is healing little by little. It's hard to explain. Things will never be okay, but that's why life is beautiful.
It's never concrete. I truly think I've found the meaning of life for me. I hope this time I can live on with a small piece of new fulfillment.

It's hard to describe in words how I'm feeling, as language itself is often biased towards positive or negative, and that simply isn't a good way to see things. Life just is what it is, y'know? Life IS the purest essence of purgatory, hence my name. Even then, the word purgatory has a massive negative connotation to it that just doesn't fit.

I know I'll always be depressed and want to kill myself, and I also know there will always be days where I feel a little bit better. There will be hard times, good times, in between , and all around it. The only difference from where I used to be and where I'm at now is that I accept it. I embrace it. I wouldn't have it any other way.

Life is always the same when you think about it. You always had it in you. Things just don't start. That's why I truly believe in the existence of at least one god. I don't even like the descriptive of "Christian", as I think that's just another way of humans trying to comprehend things. I think I can always have this small part of me no matter what I face. This won't keep me from living in agony, and this won't keep me from living in bliss.

This? This... is living


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