Worth the Wait | A Sehun X Reader Imagine Series (feat. your family together)

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This is a reader insert fanfic where you are married to the maknae of EXO, Sehun and your life together, featuring your child together. If it seems like people enjoy it, I'll update it in regular intervals. So enjoy!
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Chapter One: Worth the Wait~ Part One

You laid your head against Sehun's shoulder with a light sigh escaping past your lips. The man beside you looked down at you with a concerned expression. "You okay jagi?~" He asked quietly, turning to gently nuzzle your hair as his hand went up to hold your hand. His fingers slipped over the cool metal that rested on your left ring finger.

Let's clarify something. You were Oh (Y/N), formally (L/N) (Y/N), at least until you had married the infamous EXO member Oh Sehun after a year and a half of dating. Why he fell for someone like you and not one of the idols he was always around was a mystery to you but you were thankful.

"I'm okay. Are you okay? I packed gimbap rolls if you're hungry," You answer your beloved and start to sit up to retrieve the food for your husband, who was no doubt hungry. You couldn't recall either of you having eaten breakfast that morning; it'd been such a rush to get out the door so as to make you train on time. Sehun sat up a little and waited patiently for you to dig around your bag until you pulled out a foil package and opened it to pull out a smaller, foil wrapped log shape. You handed the roll to Sehun, who thanked you and unwrapped the seaweed treat. You sat back in your seat. You were to nervous to eat, your mind wandering with what ifs. Eventually your mind trailed back to why you were even on this train, headed south.

You and Sehun were newly married, only about three months. It wasn't that you enjoyed living the married life but you had begun to think about a family, something that had always been in the back of your mind. You had bravely brought up the topic one night while you and Sehun were just laying in bed.

He had looked down at you, tucked into his side, with an almost shocked look as you brought it up, "Why do you ask jagi? You aren't expecting any surprises, are you?" He pursued his lips together in thinking.

You shook your head, "No but I have always wanted a family. Do you yeobo?" You looked up at him.

He seemed to be thinking but the more he seemed to think, the more he started smiling, "Having a little girl like you would be wonderful."

You just smiled at him, "I was thinking a handsome boy like his father."

"We won't have either if we don't try."

And you didn't have either. It wasn't that you and Sehun didn't try; there were plenty of attempts made. It seemed like every spare moment you got. But nothing ever happened, which understandingly frustrated the two of you. After a while, you two made the choice to visit a doctor to ask why the troubles. The doctor asked about everything; how often you tried, what your time of month was like, etc. Tests were run on both of you to check on your...reproduction capabilities. It was three days later when you got the news. Sehun had left for work and you had gotten a phone call not long after. It was the doctor's office and you hoped to get some answers. You did but what you found left you broken. The only thing you remember from that conversation was...

Lack of eggs.

It was your fault. You were the reason you couldn't have a baby. The realization came to you and tears instantly began to sting your eyes. You messaged Sehun and asked if he could come home. When you didn't reply to his message asking what was wrong, he was home even quicker.

"(Y/N)? jagi?" Sehun peaked his head in the door, looking for his beloved. The sniffles coming from the couch led him to perhaps the worst sight he'd ever seen.

You were curled up on the couch, your eyes red and puffy from crying, your nose red and runny. You'd been crying hard, sobbing your soul out.

"Jagi what is wrong? What is wrong?" Sehun asked, kneeling before you and taking your hands in his own.

"I-It's my fault," You hiccuped.

"What is?"

"Why we can't have kids," You started tearing up again. "It's because of me." With that you started sobbing again.

Sehun didn't push for details, just stood and scooped you up, holding you in his lap. You cried into him for a while before you fell asleep from exhaustion. He sighed softly and ran his fingers through your soft hair, kissing your forehead. His heart broke for you, if not more than it broke even for his own disappointment of not being able to be a father.

The next few weeks you were mopey. You didn't know what to do with yourself anymore. What were you going to do with your life? Just cook and sit at home, waiting for your famous husband to get home? You couldn't do that forever so you decided to get a job.

At first it was at a coffee shop, then a cute clothes store, then to a bubble tea place, and finally a pet shop. You couldn't find a job you liked. They were all great at first but after a month, you were ready to quit so you did and went on to the next thing. The only thing these jobs were good for was that they passed the months by for you.
Sehun though couldn't stand to see you in such a state. You always seemed okay on the outside but he knew inside you were still broken. He didn't blame you, not for a minute, but he knew you were never going to be happy with life like it was. So, he made a choice that would affect both your lives.

 

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Hey guys, sorry I couldn't post part two of the chapter yesterday. I meant to but I couldn't get back into the website I had this published in and I didn't have a copy on my computer. So here it finally is.
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Chapter One: Worth the Wait~ Part Two

He told you that he had decided that the two of you should adopt a baby.

It made sense, if you couldn't have one, you could give that love to one who didn't have any. You turned the idea back and forth in your head before you finally gave your agreement in a quiet voice.

Sehun made all the arrangements, bought your train tickets, you had decided that you wanted to adopt a baby from a city in the south, where you were born. He had called ahead, got your paperwork all lined up. You just needed to go and find the little one you wanted, which led you to your current situation.

You felt eyes on you and you shook yourself from your thoughts to look at Sehun. He just rubbed your back soothingly as he finished the food you'd prepared.

"How much longer?" You asked, getting a little impatient. "I can't wait any longer."

"Calm down jagi. They won't run out of babies. Why don't you sleep? It'll pass the time."

You nodded in response and laid your head in Sehun's lap. He ran his fingers through your hair before you fell asleep. Next thing you knew, Sehun was waking you up by sweetly kissing your face. "We're here jagi~" He cooed softly, knowing to use a soft voice when waking you, lest you get a little crabby.

You got up quicker than you expected and gathered your things, hopping up and exiting off the train without waiting for your husband. When he joined you on the platform, he led you through the gates before you both set off to find your destination.

It took some maneuvering but you arrived five minutes ahead of your appointment. By this point, you were so nervous. What if you didn't find any babies you wanted? What if you couldn't decide? The thoughts ran through your mind. When you were shown the nursery, you were very sure that you wouldn't be able to pick just one. There were so many and they were all equally cute. The woman in charge left you and Sehun to yourselves to check out each one.

It was so hard to pick. Each one looked at you and Sehun and every one would respond when you would tickle or touch the baby. This was a lot harder than expected, at least until Sehun pointed out to you one last crib you hadn't checked out. You approached, peering over the side to see a dark haired little boy sleeping on his back with his little hands balled into little fists, laying on either side of his face. You let out a soft breath, he was beautiful and you knelt down to better see him.

It wasn't long before the boy yawned and sleepily opened his eyes. When his eyes landed on you and Sehun, they seemed to question before he held out a little hand. You instantly responded and gave the boy one of your fingers. He gripped it tight and held it close back to him before he closed his eyes again. The sight made your heart melt. You could tell this was the one. The deal was sealed by what happened next.

You looked at your husband and Sehun smiled, putting a hand on your back and reached down to stroke the boy's cheek with his free hand. The boy instantly opened his eyes and grabbed Sehun's finger with his other hand before going back to sleep, holding the fingers of who he thought were his parents.

"He's the one," You and Sehun both said at the same time before giving each other wide grins.

It was about an hour and a half later that you and Sehun were back on the train, heading home with your new son sleeping peacefully in your lap. You smiled down at the baby, whom you'd named Yoongi. That had been Sehun's idea. He had told you that the boy reminded him of Min Yoongi, or Suga, because they both loved to sleep. You had laughed but the name had stuck.

Oh Yoongi. You had a son, a beautiful baby boy.

"Was it worth the wait, long train ride and everything?" Sehun asked you, leaning over and stroking his new son's cheek.

You smiled at how affectionate of a daddy Sehun had already become, "Every minute was worth it."

Sehun had to agree with you, how could he not? Your baby was perfect. After half an hour of the ride, he took little Yoongi from you so you could sleep. You didn't protest, just laid your head on his shoulder and slept. Sehun looked over at you and smiled before he looked down at his son. He smiled even more before he glanced back and forth between you and the baby.

"He looks like y/n" He grinned slightly to himself before he leaned down and kissed little Yoongi's head.

"Sleep well my son. Just know that I and your mother love you and waited so long for you. But every second was worth it."

 

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Chapter Two: Double the Yoongi~

You were currently sitting on the couch of the EXO dorm, Sehun sitting beside you, watching as the rest of EXO took turns cuddling little Yoongi. No, you didn't live in the dorm, thank goodness. Goodness knows you'd never have a lick privacy with your beloved husband if you did. You and your family were just visiting the boys at the dorm, letting the rest of the members get some time with their precious little 'nephew' as they had all took to calling him.

It was quite easy to see that each and every member was quite in love with the little boy. They probably had been waiting for a baby as long as you and Sehun had. You could easily remember when you and Sehun had only been married for a month and Chanyeol was already asking when he'd get a niece or nephew. Not that it surprised you at all; he was the same one who had asked when you and Sehun would be tying the knot after only a month and a half of dating.

The boys had all been so happy when you and Sehun had announced that you guys were adopting a baby; just as they been happy when they found out that you guys were planning on starting your family. They had also been just as heartbroken when it was found that it was going to be nearly impossible for you and your husband to start your family the traditional way. There were tears and disappointed dreams of spoiling a young one until the day you brought Yoongi home. After the first time EXO met your son, you knew that the boy would be spoiled to death by all his uncles and that was the absolute truth.

Minseok, or Xiumin, was the one who currently held the coveted, tiny human being. He was cradling the boy in his arms, every so often brushing a finger against the baby's tiny 'baozi cheeks' as the eldest member loved to call them. Yoongi didn't seem to mind the skinship his oldest uncle did, in fact he never seemed to mind any of it, just so long as you let him sleep, holding true to his namesake. He was the easiest going baby you had ever seen.

Chanyeol, who was sitting next to Min Seok, reached over and gently poked little Yoongi's cheek, earning him a slap from the eldest.

"Don't poke him. He's sleeping," Minseok scolded Chanyeol in a low tone.

"But you poked him!" Chanyeol protested quietly to his hyung.

"Nono, I was stroking his cheek. He likes that, it helps him sleep. No poking."

Chanyeol made a little face at his oldest hyung, causing you to chuckle a little.

"He doesn't mind any of it," You told the tall boy. "You can poke him, heck, you could grab him out of Xiumin's arms and he wouldn't care."

Sehun smirked a little next to you, moving his arm around your shoulders, "So long as you let him sleep hyung."

Those words seemed to make Chanyeol feel a little bit better as he then began to try and steal the tiny human from the oldest, stating it was his turn to poke and love on the little 'baozi cheeks'. You laughed just as the doorbell began to ring.

Suho stood and went to answer it, revealing seven familiar faces behind the door. The seven were actually the famous Bangtan Boys, or BTS. They had come over to spend the evening with EXO, both groups going to broadcast the evening on the V app and a Bangtan Bomb so their fans would see. It was a collaborative attempt by both bands to try and get some of the battling between the ARMY and EXO-L groups to die down.

In addition, the smaller Yoongi would be meeting his namesake for the first time (which would be interesting considering the great Suga didn't even know you named your son after him). The wee one would also be making his first video debut with EXO as the fans had pretty much demanded to see the baby after the faintest of whispers that you and Sehun had started your family had been caught by fans desperate for news.

Suho let the boys inside the dorm, everyone piling back to the couches. They'd talk for a while before starting their videos, no one wanted to be so professional just yet (not like they were ever extremely professional anyway).

"Aah!~ Who's this?~" The ever bubbly Hoseok, or J-Hope, asked as he suddenly spotted the snoozing baby in what was now the arms of Kyungsoo.

"EXO's newest member," Suho stated proudly. "He's Y/N and Sehun's son."

At the mention of you and Sehun, most of BTS turned to face you, excepting Jungkook and Hoseok, who were both to busy watching the baby boy.

"What's his role in the group?" RM, or Namjoon as you knew him, asked you and your husband, his eyes giving off a hint of mischief.

"Visual, rapper, maknae," Sehun responded, as if he'd had this answer prepared a long time ago.

"So who's he rap like? Is he really good like Chanyeol or is he eh like his dad?" Taehyung, or V, asked, causing Sehun to frown a bit.

"Ah! He's going to be a great rapper, better than Chanyeol. Just like his dad," Sehun corrected, causing a 'hey!' from the tall rapper, and it made you laugh at how the three started to argue about what kind of rapper your son would turn out to be.

You thought it was probably best to interrupt their argument and break the truth to them. "Actually guys," You got their attention. "He's going to be an even better rapper, the very best, just like his namesake."

 

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"What is his name now that you mention it?" The one and only Min Yoongi, the infamous Suga, asked as he was being passed the still sleeping baby from Jin, who was already fussing at Yoongi about how to hold the boy properly.

Jungkook sat up at this, "You said a great rapper. So is his name Jiyong?" The young boy asked, thinking perhaps that you had named your son after the great rap god, G-Dragon. At the shake of your head, he continued to guess. "Minho?"

You shook your head again but laughed at the suggestion of "Minho", given the rap of the legendary Choi Min Ho was infamous. Drawn from your thoughts, you stole a quick glance at Suga, who settled comfortably with his back against the couch, the younger Yoongi sleeping on his chest, with one of Suga's arms supporting him.

"His name is Oh Yoongi."

At the sound of his name, Suga looked up at you and then at Sehun before looking back down to your son then back up at the two of you, as if asking if you were serious.

You merely nodded and grinned a little, "Sehun said he slept a lot, like a mini Yoongi and the name just stuck."

"That is so cute!~" Hoseok cooed, leaning over Suga's lap to peer down at the boy. "He is just like a mini Yoongi now that you say it!"

"Stop yelling or you're going to wake him," Suga grumbled and with his free hand, attempted to push Hoseok away a bit. One would naturally assume that Suga wouldn't be up for taking care of a baby since they were typically noisy creatures but not the one he was holding. So far, he liked the tiny human who seemed to share his love for sleep from what Suga could gather. He could indeed see himself not minding being around the little guy, especially if their sleep habits stayed comparable.

It certainly seemed as if Suga had taken to the boy who shared his name. The whole rest of the night little Yoongi was taken care of by big Yoongi. He would give up the baby begrudgingly only to have the child somehow magically find his way back to Suga's warm chest to sleep on. Even throughout the V-Live broadcasts and the Bangtan Bomb filming, Suga still kept his little buddy with him. It went without saying that the fans totally blew up the comments about it, loving every second of it.

Little Yoongi also seemed to sense that his bigger counterpart was one of those calm people who loved to do nothing more than rest. Every time the babe found his way to someone else who was less calm (*cough cough* Chen and Hoseok *cough cough*), he would fuss until placed back in the arms of his parents or a calmer member such as Jin, Suho, Lay, or of couse, Suga.

At the end of the night, after everyone had had their fill of food and exhausted every possible filter on the V app, they were left to either talking, playing a video game, or even napping. Your son had only woken up from his sleep four times, twice for feeding and twice for a change, other than that, he continued to nap. You were tired but it was clear that you wouldn't be going home anytime soon. So when Lay noticed you nodding off, he offered his room to you and your son as a quiet place to sleep until you were ready to go home.

You were going to accept the offer and head up the stairs to the rooms but Sehun stood up and said that it was probably best if you guys just went home. You nodded, it was a good idea, and stood, going to take your son from the almost sleeping Jimin, who'd finally gotten his turn with the coveted child. Sehun gathered all your things and everyone said their goodbyes to you and little Yoongi.

On your way out, just as you reached the door, you and Sehun were stopped by Suga himself. He seemed to fumble for a minute, as if unsure how he wanted to say something before he ended up just giving you two a full ninety degree bow.

"Thank you for giving your son my name. I will try my best to be a good model for him, someone he will be proud to share a name with," The rapper said, completely honest and serious about this.

It might have surprised you to know that Suga cared this much but it was touching. "I know. Thank you." You and Sehun both bowed back to Suga in gratitude of his promise.

On your way home, you stroked your son's head, thinking back to Suga's promise. There was not a single doubt in your head that your Yoongi would not only be completely loved by EXO and their fans but also the fans and members of BTS. After all, who didn't love double the Yoongi?

 

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Chapter Three: Bath Time~

Coming into an empty house with your hands full of grocery bags was not your favorite way of being greeted and welcomed home. You wouldn't have minded it so much except it was late at night and you hadn't had the most pleasant of shopping experiences. When you had left for the store, it'd been 5:30. Sehun had just gotten back from a day of practice and had assured you that he could take care of Yoongi by himself long enough for you to go to the store. You had taken him up on his word and left for the store.

It had probably been best to leave Sehun at home with Yoongi as the only other option was send Sehun to the store and you stay home. That sure as hell wasn't happening. The last time you'd sent Sehun to the store, you'd learned an important fact about your husband.

He might have been a member of one of the most popular boy bands in Korea and had great taste in just about everything but he was a cheap ass when it came to groceries. When he had brought home the saltiest soy sauce you'd ever tasted just because it was two thousand won cheaper than the brand you normally bought, you realized that if you were to send Sehun to the store, you'd have to specify what exact brand to buy.

Well, that was to much work, so you'd just go yourself. You just hadn't expected it to take this long. You'd left at 5:30 and did not get back until 8:45. It wasn't like you had had a huge list of things to get. No, no, it was just apparently the day everyone had to go shopping. The store was overly packed and that meant that basically every essential item was out of stock.

Which also meant that in addition to lots of shoppers, there were also employees restocking shelves that you had to avoid. Add that to the fact that some woman had accidentally run over your foot with her cart, they were out of your favorite tea (despite the restocking of shelves), and there was nothing but annoying music playing for your three hour listening pleasure, you were a little exasperated and quite fed up by the time you got home.

Now, one would think that Sehun, being a loving and understanding husband, would somehow have telepathically known about your terrible experience and would have been waiting at home for you with food, a warm drink, or maybe just even a comforting embrace. Sounds nice right? Like something you'd really like? Yeah, well, that is NOT what you got when you got home.

You know what awaited you when you got home? No one, nothing, and nobody. The house was empty, quiet. All the lights were on so you knew that Sehun was still home. Now, Yoongi might have already been put down for the night but where was Sehun? And why wasn't he coming to help you with the bags or at least greet you?

You were a little annoyed with it all. Now, normally you wouldn't be but given all that had occurred, yes you were more touchy than before. You set down the numerous grocery bags and closed the door with a huff. Taking your shoes off and setting then away, you picked the bags back up and headed into the house, ready to find your husband and give him a piece of your mind.

However, the moment you left the entryway, one of the most blessed sounds on earth filled your ears as you got close to the kitchen. The sound made you instantly forget about everything bad that had happened or peeved you at all in any way. You dropped the shopping bags where you stood and went instantly into the kitchen, grinning like a crazy person. There was only one sound that could do that to you.

And that was the sound of your baby laughing.

Yes, it obviously meant that wee Yoongi hadn't been put down for the night, despite how late it was getting, but you could care less. All you cared about now was seeing your beautiful boy and hearing his precious laugh again. Which, the wonderful sound graced your ears again as you entered the kitchen to find Sehun leaning over the sink, giving his son a bath.

Neither one the boys seemed to know you were home or acknowledge it, but that gave you the perfect opportunity to watch the two interact, which wasn't something you got to see as often as you should have. Sehun was a busy guy with all his practices for EXO or photo shoots as a model; the fact that he had a family didn't seem to mean much in terms of having to work over or extra hours. Still, he managed to make time for his family and be the best father he could be given his circumstances. And it showed.

Currently Sehun was gently washing Yoongi's body before ever gently rinsing the baby wash off. The man let his long fingers play with his son's toes, feet, sides, fingers, and eventually reach up enough to gently 'boop' his nose, causing another infectious giggle to erupt from the infant's mouth. Sehun's own face spread into a large grin before he leaned down enough to place a loving kiss on his son's forehead. Upon receiving the kiss, little Yoongi reached up and grabbed his father's face with his little hands, one hand on each of Sehun's cheeks. The infant closed his eyes in contentment as he kept one of his favorite human beings in the same position so as to not be missing out on any affection.

 

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The sight was enough to make your heart just melt into a puddle on the floor. Well, as if what happened next did anything to allow your heart to regain a solid form. Sehun pulled away gently and leaned down even more to start kissing all around the boy's face, placing tender kisses on his cheeks and his nose. When Yoongi reached up at his dad again, Sehun switched tactics and kissed his hands.

When Yoongi closed his eyes again, Sehun pulled completely away, earning a fuss from the boy. The fuss was soon silenced when Sehun picked the child from the water and wrapped him up in the plush, blue colored towel made specifically for babies. After drying the infant off mostly, Sehun wrapped Yoongi in a new, warm towel and turned to go to the boy's room so he could change him and lay him down for the night. He was not expecting to find you leaning against the doorway, the warmest of grins on your face, however.

"Ah, you're back~" Sehun instantly smiled, walking over to you. "I didn't hear you come in."

"I snuck in. I didn't know where you at but I didn't want to disturb you. I'm glad I didn't," You answered. You had no need to gush about how you'd pretty much witnessed the cutest thing ever; Sehun could see it in your eyes.

He held out the wrapped, plushy bundle to you, more than happy to let you have some time with your baby for the night. You needed no more prodding as you turned to take your son to his nursery and Sehun picked up the the shopping bags, going to put everything away for you.

Entering the nursery, you laid the boy on his changing table, unwrapping him from the towel. The obvious first thing you did was diaper the wee child before you found a comfortable and warm onesie. Before putting it on your son, you could not resist being able to rub and love on his oh so baby soft skin, making sure to gently rub some baby lotion on so his skin wouldn't get dry from the bath.

"You're such a beautiful boy," You murmured, kissing the bottom of his soft feet. "All clean. You have such a good daddy, taking care of you like that."

In response, Yoongi gave you a little squeal, which caused you to look up at him. You leaned up and kissed his forehead before pulling away and slipping the onesie on the baby boy, completely unaware that Sehun had come to lean against the nursery door frame, watching with fondness in his eyes. After getting him all situated, you picked Yoongi up and cuddled the boy in your arms.

It was at that time that Sehun came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist. The sudden feeling made you tense at first before you relaxed instantly. It was only a minute or two before Sehun began to hum softly, looking over your shoulder at his beloved little boy. He continued to hum, swaying with you softly as you both watched your son's eyes grow heavy.

Yoongi, for once, seemed like he didn't want to fall asleep. His eyes would grow heavy before he seemed to fight against the onslaught of sleep, trying to continue to gaze up at his parents. Eventually, after around two minutes of battling, he lost the war and gave in, beginning to sleep peacefully in your arms.

A small grin crept onto your face as Sehun released you enough so you could lay Yoongi down in his crib. Once you did so, you leaned down and kissed his forehead one last time.

"Goodnight baby. Sweet dreams," You murmured, watching as Sehun leaned down, placing a kiss on his son's head as well.

You both stood there for a minute or two, entranced by the sight of your sleeping angel. Sehun rested one of his hands on your waist and the other on the crib railing, pulling you close into his side. You smiled softly and leaned against your husband before leaning up to kiss his cheek and pull away, grabbing his hand and leading him out of the room. You closed the door softly behind you as you lead the way to your own room.

Now in the comfort of your own room for the night, you leaned up enough to gently peck Sehun's lips. "Thank you for taking care of Yoongi tonight."

"No need to thank me Y/N-ah.~ I enjoy every minute of being with him, even if it's something as simple as giving a bath."

"Now that it's just us, what shall we do now? Head straight to bed?" You desperately hoped that was the answer, being dead tired.

A smile, perhaps even a somewhat sly one, crept onto Sehun's lips, "Not yet Y/N. First things first, it's your turn for a bath." And with that, you were swept off your feet and carried into the bathroom for a night of such loving that you hadn't had in a long time. It was very safe to say you enjoyed every moment of your "bath time".