idk why but i am going to show u poems i never showed in class
(tbh i got this idea from fang so go checkout his)
(tbh i got this idea from fang so go checkout his)
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“I SCREAMED YET NO ONE HEARD ME!”
I yelled your name, you only stood there and stared-
My voice muffled out like I was swimming at sea.
I was clear but you didn't hear, I thought you CARED.
“It hurt as a child..”
But you just brushed it aside.
When you were done with your games you smiled-
Not ashamed of all the tears I cried.
You tell me “you're a good boy.”
You make me feel dirty and disgusted.
seeing me under your control brings you JOY
I can't believe it was you I trusted
I’m left with a feeling i did everything wrong,
Asking myself “would this have happened if i was strong?”
I yelled your name, you only stood there and stared-
My voice muffled out like I was swimming at sea.
I was clear but you didn't hear, I thought you CARED.
“It hurt as a child..”
But you just brushed it aside.
When you were done with your games you smiled-
Not ashamed of all the tears I cried.
You tell me “you're a good boy.”
You make me feel dirty and disgusted.
seeing me under your control brings you JOY
I can't believe it was you I trusted
I’m left with a feeling i did everything wrong,
Asking myself “would this have happened if i was strong?”
1 →I don’t fear death because I know my time will come.
2 →unlike other people I want to hold death in my arms.
3 → longing for death to come and take this pain away.
4 →the voices become unbearable to stand.
2 →Unlike other people I want to hold death in my arms,
5 →walk me to the other side that people are too scared to cross.
4 →the voices become unbearable to stand-
6 →running down an empty void to avoid them.
5 →walk me to the other side that people are too scared to cross,
7 →scared because he left me here,alone with my thoughts.
6 →running down an empty void to avoid them.
8 →slowly taking the sanity I had left away from me.
7 →scared because he left me here,alone with my thoughts
9 →Screaming, shouting, yelling, crying, begging him to come back,
8 →slowly taking the sanity i had left away from me
10 →wanting him to take me back into his embrace
9 → Screaming, shouting, yelling, crying, begging him to come back
11 →not crying out of fear but because i want to end my suffering,
10→wanting him to take me back into his embrace
12 →where he can take me away from this nightmare..
11 →not crying out of fear but because i want to end my suffering
3 →longing for death to come and take this pain away
12 →where he can take me away from this nightmare
1 →I don't fear death because I know that my time will come...
2 →unlike other people I want to hold death in my arms.
3 → longing for death to come and take this pain away.
4 →the voices become unbearable to stand.
2 →Unlike other people I want to hold death in my arms,
5 →walk me to the other side that people are too scared to cross.
4 →the voices become unbearable to stand-
6 →running down an empty void to avoid them.
5 →walk me to the other side that people are too scared to cross,
7 →scared because he left me here,alone with my thoughts.
6 →running down an empty void to avoid them.
8 →slowly taking the sanity I had left away from me.
7 →scared because he left me here,alone with my thoughts
9 →Screaming, shouting, yelling, crying, begging him to come back,
8 →slowly taking the sanity i had left away from me
10 →wanting him to take me back into his embrace
9 → Screaming, shouting, yelling, crying, begging him to come back
11 →not crying out of fear but because i want to end my suffering,
10→wanting him to take me back into his embrace
12 →where he can take me away from this nightmare..
11 →not crying out of fear but because i want to end my suffering
3 →longing for death to come and take this pain away
12 →where he can take me away from this nightmare
1 →I don't fear death because I know that my time will come...
A demon disguised as a beautiful
human that
steals glances from people when he walks down
the street.
A being that if you found out his true form, some
would fear him breaking away from his spell-
others would still be attracted to him not aware
they were under his spell making the spell more
stronger and tougher to break free from.
Naming him-
A beautiful yet dangerous being.
Eyes that glows in the middle of night giving
comfort to those who look his way
Using those same eyes to bring fear to the people
who dare spoil his plans
Walking down the street in nothing but all black
Glowing that anonymous black glow,sparkling in
the night sky
Forcing people to do nothing but stare from their
window.
He grins knowing he has them where he wants.
In the morning he looks like a beautiful angel that
came from heaven, yet when night falls a
deceiving, falling angel-
Walking down the street-
Knocking on people's houses,
Handing them an innocent yet deceiving smile.
Speaking soft words to them asking them to join
him on a trip
To their end.
Smiling, laughing, grinning-
It didn't take long for his victims to follow him
inside-
the dark, envious, very detail woods feel eyes
following them, whispers around the corner,the
idea of someone being with them,
And with that, he took them inside the bright,hot
temperature,souls wandering around questioning
what they did in life to get here, ruled by the man
feared all around yet adored by others,
The famous, gates of hell.
“I was told to stay strong, keep fighting;
But what they don't understand is…...i already lost the war”
"Monster!"
"Heartless"
"Cold"
“If you keep acting like this you'll push everyone away-”
“I don't know why i was friends with you in the first place”
"Why won't you open up to people? Why don't you let people in?!"
“WHY ARE YOU SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT?!”
Sitting on the edge of the roof
Feeling the breeze punching me in my face
Looking over the bright, cheerful alive city
It's not my fault i'm COLD.
It's not my fault that the world had made me HEARTLESS.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE TOSSED ASIDE LIKE AN EMPTY BOTTLE-
LEFT ON THE OF THE STREET TO GET KICKED AROUND
It's not my fault that i'm not that “nice, sweet, innocent” girl you once knew anymore,
It's not MY FAULT that my only coping mechanism is to push people away-
Because I don't want to get attached to someone who will LEAVE and BETRAY me in the end.
Their words stuck with me;
“You're a useless child"
“Useless child"
“Useless child"
“A useless child that would- SHOULD be dead if not for me"
It felt like I was dying
I felt all my stress, all my pain & suffering,
5...
4...
3..
2…
...
1.
My last breath before meeting the fate that i tried so desperately to change
Only to fail and meet my end-
With my face against the now bloody side
But what they don't understand is…...i already lost the war”
"Monster!"
"Heartless"
"Cold"
“If you keep acting like this you'll push everyone away-”
“I don't know why i was friends with you in the first place”
"Why won't you open up to people? Why don't you let people in?!"
“WHY ARE YOU SUCH A DISAPPOINTMENT?!”
Sitting on the edge of the roof
Feeling the breeze punching me in my face
Looking over the bright, cheerful alive city
It's not my fault i'm COLD.
It's not my fault that the world had made me HEARTLESS.
IT'S NOT MY FAULT THAT I DON'T WANT TO BE TOSSED ASIDE LIKE AN EMPTY BOTTLE-
LEFT ON THE OF THE STREET TO GET KICKED AROUND
It's not my fault that i'm not that “nice, sweet, innocent” girl you once knew anymore,
It's not MY FAULT that my only coping mechanism is to push people away-
Because I don't want to get attached to someone who will LEAVE and BETRAY me in the end.
Their words stuck with me;
“You're a useless child"
“Useless child"
“Useless child"
“A useless child that would- SHOULD be dead if not for me"
It felt like I was dying
I felt all my stress, all my pain & suffering,
5...
4...
3..
2…
...
1.
My last breath before meeting the fate that i tried so desperately to change
Only to fail and meet my end-
With my face against the now bloody side
In 2017,
“You can trust me!”
Three words I start to lose hope in.
I handed out trust like its a piece of paper-
Watching people crumble, burn, toss, rip that piece of paper that was my trust.
My trust is like a piece of paper, it is useful at first but once it's all used it's no longer useful.
"You should've never trusted them that easily"
“You are so easy to trick and manipulate"
"This is why your trust will never be more than a simple, used up, useless, PAPER"
I cover my ear, shutting out the voice as if they were here with me in person.
"LEAVE ME ALONE” I shouted begging them to go away
"Your trust is a useless piece of paper that once they use you for what they need they'll throw away your trust like it didn't matter"
I uncover my ears believing-
"Your right…."
“If I keep trusting people this quickly and handing out my trust like its candy to everyone it's going to Break me..."
That day i walked to my room
Surrounded by eyes slowly but judging me
I take a glance at the mirror to find a younger version of me in the mirror-
"How's life?"
"Terrible”
"Did we make any new friends?"
"Beside fake ones? Yea right-"
"...do we still have trust issues?"
I'm not handing out my trust like it was some piece of candy everyone wanted and got-
betrayed
lied to
all the results of handing out my trust in the end.
"Thats a dumb question, of course we do. It just got worse since then-"
Little me finally looked at me, little me was face un-bothered as some would be shocked or scared.
“I saw that coming."
"The only advice i can give you is be careful who you trust because-
You will start to lose yourself to the point you don't know who you are anymore and also don't be so naive then you already are. ”
In the end my advice to myself became useless just like my trust in the beginning.
Woah this is seriously good
This is a story about a girl who gets compared to everything.
At home it’s-
“You should eat less you look like a pig”
“You need to eat more your skinny as a twig”
“Why are you so goddamn lazy? Why don’t you get up and be useful for once”
“Why can’t you be like you brother, he’s smarter than you and does his work”
“Why can you be like the sky? She-
PRETTY
SMART
SKINNY
Everything I'M NOT
While at school it’s-
“Why did she wear that?”
“She is SO ugly”
If she is not getting picked on she gets bullied by seniors, juniors, teachers, even her own friends.
Some teachers would whisper or talk about her
“Yeah she doesn’t even do the work right”
“Why is she in my class”
She look at the popular girls at school and wishes she could be like them-
Why can’t I be like them?
What do they have that I don’t?
A pretty face?
A thin waist?
A perfect smile?
Friends?
Popular?
Well liked by EVERYONE
Why?
Why?
Why?
WHY?!
She looks in the mirror in the bathroom and call herself names
Ugly
Stupid
Friendless
Useless
The girl who gets compared to everyone-
And that girl who gets compared to everyone....was me
At home it’s-
“You should eat less you look like a pig”
“You need to eat more your skinny as a twig”
“Why are you so goddamn lazy? Why don’t you get up and be useful for once”
“Why can’t you be like you brother, he’s smarter than you and does his work”
“Why can you be like the sky? She-
PRETTY
SMART
SKINNY
Everything I'M NOT
While at school it’s-
“Why did she wear that?”
“She is SO ugly”
If she is not getting picked on she gets bullied by seniors, juniors, teachers, even her own friends.
Some teachers would whisper or talk about her
“Yeah she doesn’t even do the work right”
“Why is she in my class”
She look at the popular girls at school and wishes she could be like them-
Why can’t I be like them?
What do they have that I don’t?
A pretty face?
A thin waist?
A perfect smile?
Friends?
Popular?
Well liked by EVERYONE
Why?
Why?
Why?
WHY?!
She looks in the mirror in the bathroom and call herself names
Ugly
Stupid
Friendless
Useless
The girl who gets compared to everyone-
And that girl who gets compared to everyone....was me
Wow this is also really good, I like the passion behind it too
really? i thought it was bad or not good ig
omg thank you!! ^^
That last line though... its just *chefs kiss*
Also I would love to make poems but I remember back in the 8th grade for English class we had to do poems about the Autumn season and one of my lines was something about Pumpkin Pie and she told me to change it but I didn't know she was talking about the Pumpkin Pie line so I just changed a different line and then she called me out in front of the whole class for writing about Pumpkin Pie in a poem about a season and since then I have never tried to write a poem again
Wow bravoo
Your so good, I'd read all your poems
aw im sorry. ur teacher sucksThat last line though... its just *chefs kiss*
Also I would love to make poems but I remember back in the 8th grade for English class we had to do poems about the Autumn season and one of my lines was something about Pumpkin Pie and she told me to change it but I didn't know she was talking about the Pumpkin Pie line so I just changed a different line and then she called me out in front of the whole class for writing about Pumpkin Pie in a poem about a season and since then I have never tried to write a poem again
u guysss
Yes really it's goodreally? i thought it was bad or not good ig
Your welcome
What is love?
Is it when you look at that person
and you get knots inside your stomach?
When you both start talking out of nowhere
and he starts laughing making your day?
Even though you annoy him,
he still stays with you despite being mean to him.
But..
He will tell you he loves you when he doesn't-
He will come up with excuses to avoid you
He will tell you he is with his friend when he’s up to no good,
HE WILL make promises to you he knows he won't keep.
He will keep you on a leash leading you on-
HE will say "you are my world” when he's kissing another girl's face
He will lie to you…...but you won't care..
You DON'T care.
Roses are dead,
Violets have dried up.
When i look into your eyes,
I want to look away.
You broke so many promises
about being there for me.
You broke your promise
when you did IT.
You LIED to me.
I needed you-
You were my last hope.
I watch you as you slowly drift away from me….
You left...you didn't even say goodbye.
What is love?
A feeling of someone stabbing your heart repeatedly.
The feeling of anxiety of not talking to him.
A feeling of not being good enough for him.
Sitting in a room staring into space questioning
everything that lead up to this moment.
Asking myself-
Is this my fault?
If i had stopped you,
That wouldn't happen….
It's my fault that it happened.
It's my fault you’re DEAD..
I was never good enough for you,
Yet I stayed with you til you found a new toy...
Is it when you look at that person
and you get knots inside your stomach?
When you both start talking out of nowhere
and he starts laughing making your day?
Even though you annoy him,
he still stays with you despite being mean to him.
But..
He will tell you he loves you when he doesn't-
He will come up with excuses to avoid you
He will tell you he is with his friend when he’s up to no good,
HE WILL make promises to you he knows he won't keep.
He will keep you on a leash leading you on-
HE will say "you are my world” when he's kissing another girl's face
He will lie to you…...but you won't care..
You DON'T care.
Roses are dead,
Violets have dried up.
When i look into your eyes,
I want to look away.
You broke so many promises
about being there for me.
You broke your promise
when you did IT.
You LIED to me.
I needed you-
You were my last hope.
I watch you as you slowly drift away from me….
You left...you didn't even say goodbye.
What is love?
A feeling of someone stabbing your heart repeatedly.
The feeling of anxiety of not talking to him.
A feeling of not being good enough for him.
Sitting in a room staring into space questioning
everything that lead up to this moment.
Asking myself-
Is this my fault?
If i had stopped you,
That wouldn't happen….
It's my fault that it happened.
It's my fault you’re DEAD..
I was never good enough for you,
Yet I stayed with you til you found a new toy...
this one is abt my friend/crush who...committed ******* so i wrote this abt him. its important to me
They're actually really good!
You should consider putting them into a collection of some sort
tbh i still feel like this ppl keep telling me it will get better or keep fight, never realizing that i already lost the warLike this feel like it's talking about me, damn wow