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TW: ed, foul language, mental struggles.

i feel very empty and disconnected to reality nowadays. Idrk why but whenever I atleast attempt to talk to sm1 they always talk over me and don’t even hear me sometimes. I’m trying to socalize since my dad kept saying I need therapy in a teasing way. My mom is a huge narcissist and only cares about my grades rather than my own identity. My mom talked behind This persons back saying that he couldn’t do a project due to mental struggles and she laughed, like how the fuck is that funny? And then I used to get abused when I was young. But the amount of times I get hit reduced At my age now. I try to talk to people but they don’t ever dare respond. so I usually talk a lot once I have the chance to speak to someone. Im also embarrassed how I’m chubbier and uglier than other girls and I hate that I believe no would ever even like me so I don’t eat lunch at school anymore. I try tp eat but this voice at the back of my head keeps dissing me off. I hate my family cause how they diss me for mostly everything. My parents fought a lot when I was young with my older brother grades being funky. which caused me to trying to and act better to them but always failed. I also hate how I’m an attention seeker. Today ( LIKE TODAY) I tried to make friends with this guy for a few weeks cause he seemed cool. But I got to ahead of myself and showed my true personality that he told his friend that I was annoying. And his friend told me that in my French class. i always fucking jumble over my words i feel like I’m stuttering about shit no one would care about, I don’t think before saying. I want to change my personality cause it’s disgusting but I always fail. I really try.

Sapieeeeeee if you need to vent I'll be there for u please feel better and take care of yourself. Ilysm meow mwah

 

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I am sorry, I am so cold
I am sorry I don't text you 24/7
I am sorry, I am not as pretty as everyone else
I am sorry I can't give you what you deserve
I am sorry I got too comfortable
I am sorry I can't show my love
I am sorry I can't dress well
I am sorry, I don't eat enough
I am sorry I can't express my emotions
I am sorry people feel comfortable talking to me
I am sorry, I hate myself
I am sorry you don't like me
I am sorry we can't be friends
I am sorry, people compliment me for once
I am sorry you always get compliments when I am around
I am sorry I distance myself
I am sorry we aren't close anymore
I am sorry, my nose is big
I am sorry, my lips are weird
I am sorry my face is not symmetrical
I am sorry, my eyes are different sizes
I am sorry, I have an eating disorder
I am sorry, my body is built like a rectangle
I am sorry, my teeth are crooked
I am sorry my family isn't as nice as everyone else's
I am sorry I can't eat when you are hungry
I am sorry I make you feel fat
I am sorry I commented on my own body
I am sorry I can't look at mirrors
I am sorry, I have all my mirrors covered at home
I am sorry you can't see how you look
I am sorry, I don't sleep
I am sorry I keep you up sometimes
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I am just sorry for everything