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I don't know if I will ever be able to take off the rings and bracelets they gave me. I can't believe it was my last day at school today. I cried all day and still feel like crying.
I hate when religion is shoved down my throat genuinely fricking pmo I don’t think I believe in anything
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my energy has been off for the longest and idk how to fix it
i dont wanna be dry but i dont have the energy to not be dry
im exhausted and stressed and i never have anything to look forward to these days
evbs so depressed and unhappy
im tired of all this negative energy. no positivity anywhere. there's always something.
im tired of being lonely
im tired of ppl telling me they're my friend when in reality majority of them really aren't. they'd all just replace me with the blink of an eye. besides maybe one person.
im tired of kpop.
im tired of people not liking it when i be myself. when i show my true personality.
im tired of being called unc. its something i stress about everyday. i'm closer and closer to my demise and im so scared for my future. i dont wanna grow up. i dont wanna leave high school. stop reminding me im so close. im terrified. i want to be a kid again.
im tired of attention seeking little kids who hardly know what depression even is.
im tired of being called weird.
im tired of not feeling loved
im tired of seeing couples everywhere
im tired of not seeing my best friend everyday. the one person who can make my whole day 10x better by simply just looking at him
im tired of responsibilities. i just want to lay in my bed and sleep my days away.
im tired of being the only 11th grader without a phone
im tired of my living situation
im tired of hearing my mom talk about how horrible my father and family is 24/7
im tired of not having a job and not making money. tired of having to ask my mom for everything when in reality she can hardly ever get me what i need.
im tired of going to school everyday. i never have motivation to get up anymore. i just want to sleep. i want to skip school. i want to lay in bed. i don't want to see anyone. i don't want to go outside.
im tired of having to do my stupid hair every. single. day.
im tired of losing sleep because i have to spend so much time doing my hair
im tired of being insecure and putting on so much makeup that doesn't even enhance my features but instead makes me look worse but I.. but idk.
im tired of not feeling pretty since november-december
im tired of people telling me what i want to hear.
im tired of liars.
im tired of people only "caring" when you finally say something
im tired of being so behind compared to everyone else who has jobs, money, cars, etc. he says "you're doing great <3!' but am i rlly?
im tired of my sister
im tired of having nothing to entertain myself that isn't a tv
im tired of not knowing how to do my hair correctly
im tired of seeing pretty girls everywhere
im tired of not getting attention.
im tired of trauma
im tired of spending majority of my nights staying up and overthinking
im tired of my anxiety
im tired of my physical appearance
im tired of chores being thrown on me
im tired of having nightmares
im tired of being ghosted
im tired of being taken advantage of
im tired of being replaced.
im tired of being ignored
im tired of seeing my enemies around my school
im tired of everyone having someone they'd put before me
im tired of people pretending to be my friends
im tired of people talking about me
im tired of not being talented and unique
im tired of not knowing what I want to be or do for the rest of my life
im tired of being useless
im tired of being nothing
im tired of typing
im tired of venting
im tired of my life
im so so so tired
of everything and everyone
i dont wanna be dry but i dont have the energy to not be dry
im exhausted and stressed and i never have anything to look forward to these days
evbs so depressed and unhappy
im tired of all this negative energy. no positivity anywhere. there's always something.
im tired of being lonely
im tired of ppl telling me they're my friend when in reality majority of them really aren't. they'd all just replace me with the blink of an eye. besides maybe one person.
im tired of kpop.
im tired of people not liking it when i be myself. when i show my true personality.
im tired of being called unc. its something i stress about everyday. i'm closer and closer to my demise and im so scared for my future. i dont wanna grow up. i dont wanna leave high school. stop reminding me im so close. im terrified. i want to be a kid again.
im tired of attention seeking little kids who hardly know what depression even is.
im tired of being called weird.
im tired of not feeling loved
im tired of seeing couples everywhere
im tired of not seeing my best friend everyday. the one person who can make my whole day 10x better by simply just looking at him
im tired of responsibilities. i just want to lay in my bed and sleep my days away.
im tired of being the only 11th grader without a phone
im tired of my living situation
im tired of hearing my mom talk about how horrible my father and family is 24/7
im tired of not having a job and not making money. tired of having to ask my mom for everything when in reality she can hardly ever get me what i need.
im tired of going to school everyday. i never have motivation to get up anymore. i just want to sleep. i want to skip school. i want to lay in bed. i don't want to see anyone. i don't want to go outside.
im tired of having to do my stupid hair every. single. day.
im tired of losing sleep because i have to spend so much time doing my hair
im tired of being insecure and putting on so much makeup that doesn't even enhance my features but instead makes me look worse but I.. but idk.
im tired of not feeling pretty since november-december
im tired of people telling me what i want to hear.
im tired of liars.
im tired of people only "caring" when you finally say something
im tired of being so behind compared to everyone else who has jobs, money, cars, etc. he says "you're doing great <3!' but am i rlly?
im tired of my sister
im tired of having nothing to entertain myself that isn't a tv
im tired of not knowing how to do my hair correctly
im tired of seeing pretty girls everywhere
im tired of not getting attention.
im tired of trauma
im tired of spending majority of my nights staying up and overthinking
im tired of my anxiety
im tired of my physical appearance
im tired of chores being thrown on me
im tired of having nightmares
im tired of being ghosted
im tired of being taken advantage of
im tired of being replaced.
im tired of being ignored
im tired of seeing my enemies around my school
im tired of everyone having someone they'd put before me
im tired of people pretending to be my friends
im tired of people talking about me
im tired of not being talented and unique
im tired of not knowing what I want to be or do for the rest of my life
im tired of being useless
im tired of being nothing
im tired of typing
im tired of venting
im tired of my life
im so so so tired
of everything and everyone
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i can't even put jokes in or emojis bc i really am tired
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but don't reply now
you didn't care before
you don't care now
you didn't care before
you don't care now
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im going on break
If you ever want to dm me about it, you can.
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let me know if you ever need to talk ml
We're here for you, Kenji! There are people are willing to listen if you need someone to talk to.
take a break ml... you are going through a lot, and id hate to have more pressure on you. i hear you and i see you. tbh im going through the same things. its so fcking tiring. ilysm pls ttm if u need to ❤
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I hate acting like nothing's wrong and that everything is ok
Why don't my parents understand I left all my friends and am moving far away
Can I not be stressed and sad
I am angry for not even being able to say goodbye normally
It's not ok
Why don't my parents understand I left all my friends and am moving far away
Can I not be stressed and sad
I am angry for not even being able to say goodbye normally
It's not ok
everything you say is valid. no one truly understands why you feel awful and had to leave. you need a break. youre stressed, angry, and sad. its very reasonable that you feel that way, and i dont blame you. im annoyed by whoever asks me if im "okay" does it look like im okay to you? they say that while im crying. they dont understand. if you wanna talk more, im here for you ml.
gng if u wanna break up dont fucking wait thats just gon make me hate you even more dont fucking pmo and if u give a dumb ass reason for breaking up i swear im ignoring your ass im alr mad like bro dpmo
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oh kenji : c
i may not understand how you feel completely but i promise you that bit by bit, these feelings will fade. even if it's for a little bit
everybody is really negative nowadays, but im sure youll find a light in your life that can bring positivity back to you
i love you so much and theres so many people id choose you over, im serious. you mean sm more to me than most irls
itll be okay, i promise
ugh why did my dad have to make jokes about my dog eating my gerbil when MY. GERBIL. JUST. DIED.
***** how about you get your fatass a life and get that big ass body slim. BECAUSE HE CALLS ME FAT
TOO. That's why an 11 year old is so insecure about weight that her ass doesn't even eat anymore. I KNOW
IM FAT. Just leave my ass alone. I cant pretend that I weigh 87 when I weigh like 112 pounds or something.
I wish he could just learn that I don't like being fatshamed. Ugh like he cares wtv. TS is over.
***** how about you get your fatass a life and get that big ass body slim. BECAUSE HE CALLS ME FAT
TOO. That's why an 11 year old is so insecure about weight that her ass doesn't even eat anymore. I KNOW
IM FAT. Just leave my ass alone. I cant pretend that I weigh 87 when I weigh like 112 pounds or something.
I wish he could just learn that I don't like being fatshamed. Ugh like he cares wtv. TS is over.
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im sick of keeping my guard up and not letting myself be vulnerable to ppl
even saying THIS is a stretch for me
even saying THIS is a stretch for me
i feel like im slowly falling apart piece by piece i struggle with eating i struggle with sleep i struggle with HYGIENE (yes i know it sounds disgusting and it is like who doesnt shower for 3 days bc their "depressed") i feel like i dont belong here i make everyone feel like a piece of shit and i dont deserve people like my good friends K. and Y. and other people im a piece of shit i have been rude to so many people irl like wtf is wrong with me bro i just want to be a kid again but GUESS WHAT I NEVER FUCKING GOT A CHILDHOOD BC I LIVED WITH 18yrs ANd 32YRS (my famliy) I DIDNT GET TO GO TO PUBLIC SCHOOL IVE BEEN HOMSCHOOLED MY WJHOLE FUCKING LIFE BRO I DONT HAVE FRIENDS, I DONT HAVE CLOSE COUSINS, I CANT TALK TO MY SIBLINGS OR MY FAMLIY BRO WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO ATP why cant i be normal why cant i be my mom and dads little girl again
and another thing is that i want to be more feminine like bro i love boys clothes but i get yelled at bc i look like a trans :/ i just wanna be normal dude like srsly im not a good person i feel like im a piece of shit to everyone that talks to me even my friends like what am i doing wrong god why am i being punished dude why god just why please bless me and others please bro im tired of this
ive been missing my brother so much too bro like dude all i want is my big brother i cant belive i have to live without him in my life dude i cant believe i cant see him again i cant believe i wont see him in my life again i wont see him when i turn 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21 i wont be able to see him till I die (which is prob gonna be soon)
and another thing is that i want to be more feminine like bro i love boys clothes but i get yelled at bc i look like a trans :/ i just wanna be normal dude like srsly im not a good person i feel like im a piece of shit to everyone that talks to me even my friends like what am i doing wrong god why am i being punished dude why god just why please bless me and others please bro im tired of this
ive been missing my brother so much too bro like dude all i want is my big brother i cant belive i have to live without him in my life dude i cant believe i cant see him again i cant believe i wont see him in my life again i wont see him when i turn 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21 i wont be able to see him till I die (which is prob gonna be soon)
music is the only thing keeping me alive