im sorry big brother. i wish i hugged you before you got in that car man i miss you so much i cant believe your 21 now even tho it only has been months it still hurts man i miss you so much big bro bro i wish you can be here with me man i miss you so so so much my life will never be the same without my big brother your soul was unmatched your kindness too everything about you is perfect i wish you were able to be with me man i really do i wanna be able to play with your hair again i wanna be able to hold your hand while crossing the street i want to be able to play games with you again i want to be able to be with me everyday like usual i want you to hug me good night every night i want you to be able to say "Stop screen peeking" while we were playing games i would do anything to hear your voice again big brother i would do anything to jst hug you i want to hold your hand before you go away forever i dont want to live this life without my hero
