❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

I feel like I am going to hell
I don't like sharing my religion for privacy reasons
I feel like I have never been good enough
and that my parents might feel disappointed if I don't do everything my religion requires
Yes, I believe in everyhting but it's so hard sometimes to follow all the rules and be perfect
I have been trying so hard to learn everything and going to Arabic school but its still so hard
I can barely read one word, and I haven't been able to learn all the letters without messing up
I ask for forgiveness every night and try to be better
seeing the progress others have made I feel like I will never be able to do anyhting
I was supposed to start wearing the head scarf but it ruins my confidence
I never felt so disrespectful to a religion

Everything I do makes me feel guilty
nothing feels right

 

[Naoto Shirogane]

I feel like I am going to hell
I don't like sharing my religion for privacy reasons
I feel like I have never been good enough
and that my parents might feel disappointed if I don't do everything my religion requires
Yes, I believe in everyhting but it's so hard sometimes to follow all the rules and be perfect
I have been trying so hard to learn everything and going to Arabic school but its still so hard
I can barely read one word, and I haven't been able to learn all the letters without messing up
I ask for forgiveness every night and try to be better
seeing the progress others have made I feel like I will never be able to do anyhting
I was supposed to start wearing the head scarf but it ruins my confidence
I never felt so disrespectful to a religion

As long as your intentions are pure, everything will be fine. Take it slow and ease your way into it.

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

As long as your intentions are pure, everything will be fine. Take it slow and ease your way into it.

Thank you so much
That made me feel more encouraged to keep going

 

[Naoto Shirogane]

Thank you so much
That made me feel more encouraged to keep going

I'm glad if anything can help

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

I find myself trapped in an unrelenting cycle of hunger that seems to dominate my every waking moment. Despite having just eaten a satisfying meal, an overwhelming urge for more food persists, gnawing at me like a persistent itch I can’t scratch. This constant craving makes it nearly impossible to concentrate on tasks at hand or engage in meaningful conversations, as my thoughts quickly shift back to the next bite I feel I need to consume.

The frustration it brings is palpable—each day feels like a battle against my own body, and the weight of this struggle breeds resentment within me. I yearn for a future where eating is not a burdensome obligation but a delightful experience, wrapped in enjoyment and freedom rather than compulsion. The exhaustion from this endless cycle is wearing me down, and I increasingly abhor the powerful grip it has on my life, wishing more than anything to reclaim my time and peace of mind.

I am here if you need to talk!

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I am here if you need to talk!

Thank you

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

Thank you

ofc!!

 

[~WinterThe1&Only~]

im here for anyone!

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

Wow um ok
TW: SH, Su!c!de

I haven't been well ok in a while I'm kinda forgetting how its like to be happy ig if you know what I mean I've been through a lot these years I don't rlly know how I've made it this far actually I promised myself at 11 or 12 that I'd be gone by 14-16 yet I'm still here silently struggling under the laughs and smiles its always been like that I don't know I'm scared to open up I lost so many friends bc of my venting so I just don't rlly want to anymore its hard cuz I cry myself to sleep just overthinking and sometimes even harming myself too I've tried to kms sometimes too its bad I'm getting help now bc my mom finally found out Abt other things I still don't know how to feel I've lost so much self confidence my self esteem is very very low I don't like how I look or my body too even when ppl say I look good cuz the comments ppl have made Abt me are now part of me and stuck to me like glue.... well I wont continue its oki ty for listening :3

okay, ZURI U GOTTA DELETE THIS IM SORRY BUT WE DONT ALLOW ******* IN THE DOC. PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE AVAILABLE TO TALK ABOUT THIS TYPE OF TOPIC.

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

Wow um ok
TW: SH, Su!c!de

I haven't been well ok in a while I'm kinda forgetting how its like to be happy ig if you know what I mean I've been through a lot these years I don't rlly know how I've made it this far actually I promised myself at 11 or 12 that I'd be gone by 14-16 yet I'm still here silently struggling under the laughs and smiles its always been like that I don't know I'm scared to open up I lost so many friends bc of my venting so I just don't rlly want to anymore its hard cuz I cry myself to sleep just overthinking and sometimes even harming myself too I've tried to kms sometimes too its bad I'm getting help now bc my mom finally found out Abt other things I still don't know how to feel I've lost so much self confidence my self esteem is very very low I don't like how I look or my body too even when ppl say I look good cuz the comments ppl have made Abt me are now part of me and stuck to me like glue.... well I wont continue its oki ty for listening :3

I am here if you ever wanna talk!!

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

first you bully me for being fat, ok
I lost weight
but now you have to bully my loose skin, ok
I started going to the gym its almost gone
you start saying I am doing too much, ok
I started eating how ever I want again and canselled my gym memebership
now you judge me for not being heathy anymore
is there anything you won't talk shit about

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

first you bully me for being fat, ok
I lost weight
but now you have to bully my loose skin, ok
I started going to the gym its almost gone
you start saying I am doing too much, ok
I started eating how ever I want again and canselled my gym memebership
now you judge me for not being heathy anymore
is there anything you won't talk shit about

I am here for you if you need to talk js try not to listen to those ppl you are amazing just the way you are!

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

I am here for you if you need to talk js try not to listen to those ppl you are amazing just the way you are!

thanks i try

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

thanks i try

ofc anytime!!

 

[𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴♡]

i can't believe she's gone.
this has to be a sick joke

 

[!~𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓲~!]

first you bully me for being fat, ok
I lost weight
but now you have to bully my loose skin, ok
I started going to the gym its almost gone
you start saying I am doing too much, ok
I started eating how ever I want again and canselled my gym memebership
now you judge me for not being heathy anymore
is there anything you won't talk shit about

I'LL FIGHT THEM

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

I wanna cry so badly. None of my friends actually like me and just want to use me for my money. I keep on getting panic attacks randomly my cancer always gets worser I have no hope for myself anymore. Whenever i try to vent I feel like I'm annoying ppl I have no one. My family doesn't give a shit bout my anymore and it honestly feels like I'm a orphan not even my own siblings care bout me. It just makes me cry I just escaped from a toxic and @busive bf and my friends said "He's so hot why did you even break up with him" Like what the fuck? will u ignore the part where he fucking hit me? If I try to contact my dad he said "Dont talk to me unless u will marry him" He wants me to marry a guy who's fucking nasty and wants to treat me like a maid. My professors is being so weird around me these days. I almost fractured my arm 3 days ago I'm still sick but none of my friends care and only ask me for my money I keep on puking and I don't even wanna go to the hospital bc I'm fucking scared I don't even find out bout my cancer anymore its scary asf and the fact that I don't even have any1 just hurts. I keep on acting happy like my life is fucking perfect irl and online as well. Everyone thinks I have a fucking happy life when its bad its really bad and when I stop talking I bet no one will even care on this web bc why tf care she was annoying ANWS. There's so many stuff I can't even say bc this is a public thread

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

I wanna cry so badly. None of my friends actually like me and just want to use me for my money. I keep on getting panic attacks randomly my cancer always gets worser I have no hope for myself anymore. Whenever i try to vent I feel like I'm annoying ppl I have no one. My family doesn't give a shit bout my anymore and it honestly feels like I'm a orphan not even my own siblings care bout me. It just makes me cry I just escaped from a toxic and @busive bf and my friends said "He's so hot why did you even break up with him" Like what the fuck? will u ignore the part where he fucking hit me? If I try to contact my dad he said "Dont talk to me unless u will marry him" He wants me to marry a guy who's fucking nasty and wants to treat me like a maid. My professors is being so weird around me these days. I almost fractured my arm 3 days ago I'm still sick but none of my friends care and only ask me for my money I keep on puking and I don't even wanna go to the hospital bc I'm fucking scared I don't even find out bout my cancer anymore its scary asf and the fact that I don't even have any1 just hurts. I keep on acting happy like my life is fucking perfect irl and online as well. Everyone thinks I have a fucking happy life when its bad its really bad

noooooo you can vent in my dms alwayssss

 

[ᥫ᭡ 𐌌𐌉𐌌𐌉]

noooooo you can vent in my dms alwayssss

tyyy ilyy

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

tyyy ilyy

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