❥--[Mental Health Support Space]

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

I wonder why I am so negative and I don’t know.. weird?? It seems like idk I’m being ignored. Maybe I’m just too attention seeking. I don’t really think I belong here on the internet anymore. But like I know that I can’t always have attention. I wish I wasn’t so attention seeking and could be a normal person without having to judge people or be rude to others. Maybe I am online too much and should take a break away from on here. It’s not like everyone will miss me right? I bet they would feel relieved. I think I’m just too freaky, too narcissistic, too stupid, too young, just everything a person doesn’t want in their life. Ugh why am I so attention seeking? I know people irl avoid me because of how I act and how much I just talk about yk Kpop and Beomgyu so much. Ugh OMFG my least favorite aunt just criticizes me so much and makes me feel so bad about myself. I hope I don’t get back into suicidal thoughts.

 

[𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘤𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘪𝘴♡]

i need to stop smoking

 

[dina.minaa!]

I wonder why I am so negative and I don’t know.. weird?? It seems like idk I’m being ignored. Maybe I’m just too attention seeking. I don’t really think I belong here on the internet anymore. But like I know that I can’t always have attention. I wish I wasn’t so attention seeking and could be a normal person without having to judge people or be rude to others. Maybe I am online too much and should take a break away from on here. It’s not like everyone will miss me right? I bet they would feel relieved. I think I’m just too freaky, too narcissistic, too stupid, too young, just everything a person doesn’t want in their life. Ugh why am I so attention seeking? I know people irl avoid me because of how I act and how much I just talk about yk Kpop and Beomgyu so much. Ugh OMFG my least favorite aunt just criticizes me so much and makes me feel so bad about myself. I hope I don’t get back into suicidal thoughts.

awe girly... if you feel that you need a break go ahead ml. no one should be able to criticise you even if its family. my aunts do the same. its not fun and i just feel worse abt myself. you deserve way better. ilysm ❤

 

[ᵂᵉⁿᵈʸ ᵀ ᵃⁿᵈ ᴮᵉᵒᵐᵍʸᵘ'ˢ ᴮᵇᵍ ᴬˢᴴ]

awe girly... if you feel that you need a break go ahead ml. no one should be able to criticise you even if its family. my aunts do the same. its not fun and i just feel worse abt myself. you deserve way better. ilysm ❤

Aish tyty

 

[‧˚꒰୭ ˚. onmyseul ‧˚꒰୭ ˚.]

im not getting better.

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

I think this app is a scam

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

I have no idea what to do anymore it's like I try to act okay but I am really not. It is like I have to act perfect just to feel loved my grades have dropped and my grandma yelled at me for that I have not told her I have been stressed about my mom it is hard. I always feel like I should shut people out and deal with my problems myself I always have to ask myself "does anybody even care about me?" My panic attacks are getting worse and I am overthinking more I always feel like I should not even be here but then again I have so much to live for. I hate feeling this way I just wish I could be normal.

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I have no idea what to do anymore it's like I try to act okay but I am really not. It is like I have to act perfect just to feel loved my grades have dropped and my grandma yelled at me for that I have not told her I have been stressed about my mom it is hard. I always feel like I should shut people out and deal with my problems myself I always have to ask myself "does anybody even care about me?" My panic attacks are getting worse and I am overthinking more I always feel like I should not even be here but then again I have so much to live for. I hate feeling this way I just wish I could be normal.

Let me know if you ever want to take about it. I'm always open.

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I feel incredibly numb at the moment, as if my emotions have been dulled or put on ice. It’s strange; I haven’t had a crush in quite some time now, yet the desire for one is growing stronger within me. It makes me wonder if my mental health is deteriorating again, similar to how I felt during the previous school year when everything felt overwhelming and heavy.

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

I feel incredibly numb at the moment, as if my emotions have been dulled or put on ice. It’s strange; I haven’t had a crush in quite some time now, yet the desire for one is growing stronger within me. It makes me wonder if my mental health is deteriorating again, similar to how I felt during the previous school year when everything felt overwhelming and heavy.

I am here if you ever need to talk

 

[～{ flynn }～]

I am here if you ever need to talk

Thank you

 

[𝕬𝖓𝖌3𝖑𝖎𝖈]

I feel like I always get yelled at by ppl for my emotions sometimes it gives me trauma. My mom used to always yell at me but then again I could express my music taste to her and she would not get annoyed she would listen and always joke around. now that I live with my grandparents I feel like I am in a better situation but they don't care when I try to express my music. When I get mad I hide it since I am scared of getting yelled at. I feel alone like there is nobody by my side besides my bf. but he says I can tell him anything and that's when I start overthinking "what if he gets sick of me venting?" "what if he gets mad?" "what if I am a burden and I am venting TOO much" I feel like I ruin things in my life due to my mental health but I now try to push it aside when It really just eats me. I am losing appetite and I try to force myself to eat but how can I ppl always say I am too skinny and that I need to put weight on and I try but my body just does not put on the weight. I always try to put makeup on bc that's the only way I feel pretty but if I wear makeup I get called my mom. I feel like my family just feels bad and tries to show fake love. I feel like I am an outcast because I am my mothers child. I wish I wasn't and I cry almost every night always feeling like I have nobody that loves me.

 

[!~𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓲~!]

she's so much prettier than i am

so much more potential than i have to date him

my heart is extremely heavy

i need a therapist

 

[!~𝓚𝓮𝓷𝓳𝓲~!]

it sucks to be in love

pls focus on books and schoolwork, kids

 

[✧・Gia_shea・✧]

they are so pretty and confident
I am the opposite
How am I supposed to make frineds

(my opinion)